This is a general reading for the Air Element (Aquarius, Gemini, Libra). Be sure to read your Rising, Moon and Venus. The Elements of Fire and Water have been posted. Earth Element will be posted Tomorrow.
As I was shuffling the 9 of pentacles presented itself. Telling me that you’re dealing with issues of independence. It’s as though you’ve been stuck depending on someone else, or something to come through. Co-dependent on others or something working out in the way that you want it to. Because of this, you have slowly lost yourself or your vision in the process. You’re questioning your self worth. Are you worthy enough to have what you desire? Are you good enough to get what you want? Will you be able to do this all on your own? A huge resounding Yes is here! You are right on the edge of a new chapter. It only takes one decision, one choice, one answer. You need to take the baton now, in your life. You have kept yourself down and out long enough. You have relied on someone or something other than yourself for far too long.
The whole time I was conducting this reading I felt as though I was reading for the Earth element though I clearly was not. So, I have this big notion that you may be dealing with an Earth sign. (Capricorn, Taurus, Virgo) Or they are embedded into your life and/or situation in some way.
I’m seeing in the past that you have sought out guidance. You may have met with a counselor or received wise advice from someone you know that has been through what you’re experiencing. They are trying to help you to understand the rules, the “ways” in which things are conducted or the process that you will go through. It’s steps to be taken. A set plan in place. What to look out for in the future. I see you going back and forth on whether or not you want to take this advice and do something with or about it. Teetering. Should I or shouldn’t I? Maybe tomorrow….
I’m seeing that the environment around you is childish and petty. You may even dabble in this behavior because it gets to the point where you can’t control yourself. You have a lot of emotion built up. Since you already feel in such a way that makes you feel inadequate, this drives you to become more so intolerant of what is occurring around you.
Subconsciously, You want to take matters into your own hands. You want to be able to provide, to create stability and security, but you’re lacking the trust within yourself to do so. You seem to be very frustrated! You know what you want to create is a comforting environment for your mind, body and soul. You could be afraid that once you make this decision to move forward that you will lose the sense of safety, even though you have the thoughts and feelings that you are comfortable with the way things have been. Maybe too comfortable. Stop Resisting this change!
You will be taking charge of your life. Some of you may be meeting with a Woman who listens to your needs and questions. She will be able to clarify for you. She will also help you to enforce discipline either on yourself or/and the situation. Trying to help you keep a type of emotional distance. She will be very encouraging. I see a lot of movement, errands being ran, and tons of communication. This woman can be a advocate for you, or may be a doctor. As I see that some of you are considering surgery.
I’m seeing that once you take this risk you will be giving an emotional farewell to the ones that have took you so far. A resignation to the way you have been living, a piece of your life, a piece of your physical body. Celebrating what has been and happily moving along. There is hope at the end of the tunnel. Have faith!!
Have a Wonderful March!
Blessed be to You and Yours!
I have been reading the Tarot since 2004. I have extensive knowledge of Symbolism, Numerology, Colors, Dream Interpretation, Astrology, The After Life, Rituals, and Energy Work. Mostly self taught through experiences and experimentation. I don’t read books based on these subjects, other than Astrology. I find it more personal and powerful to come to your own conclusions through analysis.