Death and Rebirth! New Moon Solar Eclipse in Cancer 7/2/2019

The First thing I noticed looking at this chart was that it reminds me of a bridge. Long distance. Crossing over. Bridging the gap. Coming together.  This could be a bridging of a a connection together for some people who have stopped talking about 2-3 years ago or more.  Some could make plans to travel to see other. I’m getting “crossed wires”.  So if there’s been a miscommunication in the past this will be conversed about and situated.

Cancer rules Family and the Home, as well as what we can do to nurture others and our selves. We may feel a need to retreat to our homes or our own sacred space for rest and relaxation. While we’re in our own space we may pull out  all those beloved objects, Speak about people from our past as we look at old pictures, and share or think about memories that we treasure and hold on to for dear life. This makes us feel connected with someone we used to be, someplace we used to live, or loved ones who are gone.

Leaving our comfort zone, Managing our emotions, and transforming the meaning of what seems familiar or safe to us. I’m hearing “Risky Business” … that phrase pertains to anything when it comes to our Families and Homes and what we may risk in the process. Some may end up donating a trinket or heirloom that ends up being worth something.

Cancer is the sign on the “Mother”, so you may be dealing with issues surrounding your mother or mother figure at this time. You may also feel more like mothering others.

Since we have the North Node in Cancer as well, this New Moon is a Karmic one. We will focus on what is directly in front of us when dealing with our families, Eclipses give us a chance for a death and then a rebirth to occur. We will feel compelled to focus on what is directly in front of us. Sometimes, we will be in for quite the surprise around this time. There will be swift changes, mostly involving matters of family. You may have been feeling this coming on for almost two weeks. Your life is about to go through a readjustment of some sort. It is the time to look ahead and to resolve what has held you back.

Now I will go into the Elements…. The Video for this is down below if you would rather watch. 🙂

EARTH: (Capricorn, Taurus & Virgo)

The first thing that I notice with you is 3 fives in your spread. This is a Very Challenging time for you. There are obstacles happening in your life being caused by other people. You have been either obsessing over this situation or feeling trapped to it. You are challenged via your emotions, finances, as well as being noticed (others not giving you the attention that you’re fighting/aiming for—- of not being heard). You are currently experiencing a loss or a disappointment in your life. You’re focusing on what went wrong and how you could fix it or what you could have done in order for things to be different. But, it’s actually a waste of time to do this because the only thing you can do is to move on… live in the present moment and create what you desire from here on out. Some of you have been wallowing.

I am noticing the bridge in the background of this individual… reminding me of the bridge I am noticing with the New Moon. Indicating to me that this new Moon is a Fresh start for you to be able to move away from this. Your words will be straight to the point and maybe at times “Cutting”. Due to past hurts or frustrations you have built a type of wall up in regards to protecting yourself. I’m seeing some of you, at this time, may be meeting with a Lawyer or someone who advises your next steps within the process. This is someone who can remain nonjudgmental and who can see the bigger picture. They have a lot of experience with what you’re going through or they’ve helped many go through this same scenario. Some of you could be going to a surgeon… but this is more of an internal surgery than Plastic surgery. I am getting the energy of cutting something or someone out for all of you. “It’s time to put this to an end”. 

I feel as though things have been stalled and this could be due to the fact that you feel as though you may lose even more. This has the energy of you feeling as though no matter which path you take or decision you make you will keep losing. This loss is about the loss of finances, financial support or support from those around you. This is about feeling alone and ignored. I feel as though for some of you that this is talking about you not getting what you need or desire from a specific person or people, and yet you do have others there willing to give you support, friendship, love, help… what ever it is… but you’re too focused on a specific person or thing… that you don’t see what you DO have. Because in essence this is you blocking your progress feeling like no one cares, when people do or would actually care. Give your time and attention to the ones who do care, or will care. Stop beating a dead horse.  It’s better to know than to sit in waiting for days, for weeks, for months… dragging something on… having the energy around you become heavier… you want this heaviness to disperse, clear and bring in nothing but truth and light.

 Going on what I initially saw with the 3 fives adding to 15, which is the Devil…. What you need to do in order to overcome what it happening, is to 9 of Swords…. Stop stressing, stop obsessing, stop over analyzing what is or what is not happening for you at this time. Easier said than done, right? Refocus on who is willing to be there for you, refocus on other support you’re being given, even if it’s not from whom you truly want. It’s as though you’re battling your own self with this as well. A part of you says “hey! Take notice of this other option or person” and another piece of you says (this is your ego) NO! I want this! I deserve this!… A state of denial, It’s you just lying to yourself. You most likely don’t realize you’re doing it. You may know this is done, this is over, this is fighting a losing battle, and yet you still want to continue “down this path”. A lot of you are trying to hold on to this fantasy of “Happily ever after” in regards to what you’re aiming for….

I’m noticing that in the five of cups, the five of Pentacles and the oracle of hiding your true self (this is also a 5)….all of these individuals are being draped in a type of shroud.  So this is the sign of protecting yourself.  I’m also noticing hands crossing the chest  as in a defensive stance of being not interested in what someone else has to say or offer.  This is about being too stuck on what you want instead of looking at other options. You basically want things to go your way and no other way. And because it’s not, it can cause anger and chaos around and inside of you. You will allow your emotions to build up over a period of time, this is seething energy, your thoughts are going around and around, making the situation worse than it is, this will anger you and cause you to explode on people or this other individual. Feeling as though you are in a hopeless position/situation…. As though you’re stuck in a web that keeps weaving itself around you with obstacles to overcome. This is difficult karma, with these numerous obstacles, You may feel as though this is bad timing or that time is running out. You may feel as though there is a threat coming form a group of people or that there are people against you in this situation. You may need to wait to rethink your strategy. Looking for an honest opinion, by someone who is trustworthy and honorable. For some of you this person could feel like family to you or be someone from your past, someone you’ve known a long time. The 4 of hearts carries the energy of harmony, of agreement and acceptance, so a solution will be found, conversed and worked on. Leading to your desired state of emotional fulfillment. For July, I am hearing the phrase “Begin again.”

WATER (Cancer, Pisces, Scorpio): AS I was tuning in to you guys I got this image as though you were trying to enjoy yourself, indulging in enjoying the moment and fun. Of being Child like and carefree. You guys truly need this!! Others may shake their heads or scoff at you, but don’t let them ruin this moment of peace and enjoyment. You truly need this down time that you will be taking, if only for a brief time. You may be coming into July as disconnected or uninterested…. And this could be what I was seeing. I get the feeling that others don’t understand what is going on with you. It’s like they are used to you doing what needs to be done or required and expected of you, and now you just don’t care at the moment. Some of you are being offered another way to make money or a course to learn and you don’t want it. You’re very matter of fact with your responses as well. A straight out NO answer. No need for details or the reason behind the refusal and rejection. Most likely you have enough on your plate as it is. You have a goal in mind and you know that any excess time you have needs to be given to that specific goal. Some of you may even be refusing to take some time to yourself because you’re fixated on what you’re achieveing. Some of your refusals and No responses will be met with opposition. As in, you will have No choice in the matter but to take this opportunity.

There is an urge to gamble going on. The “risky business” spoken about with the New Moon Vibes is indicated here. It’s not always financial. Could be a physical longing. But you feel as though you just can’t risk it. You may not trust in it enough or know enough information to make an informed decision. But you will figure it out by way of your gut feeling this month. People see you as getting straight to the point , very curious. You’re contemplating on what you can do to change the course of events. I’m seeing you going completely internal. This has the energy of things moving very fast around you and yet you just stand there and not pay attention to it. You are standing firm, so firm that nothing and no one can knock you out of your spot. Some of you may need to prove yourself in some way very soon. Energetically, you’re gearing up for this. I can see you gathering energy from other individuals and with what is going on And it’s giving you more power. You know deep within that patience is needed at this time to get you where you want to be . If you were to carry the same energy as these individuals that I’m seeing you would burnout very quickly. I’m seeing people around you getting “bent out of shape”, some for no reason, others because they disapprove of what you’re doing. You guys will either be settling down or setting down roots somewhere else. 

There is success for you being obtained through all of this overwhelming stress and tension that you have been or will experience. It’s not “all for nothing” in this case! I’m seeing you guys becoming enlightened through this process. This will come through spending time with your friends or a small group of people where you can bounce ideas and experiences off of. This will cause you to feel as though you’re not alone after all. Remind yourself that what you’re about to embark upon creates a whole new experience and a fresh start. Gather any hope or faith that may have been lost. During this process you may have been scattered or confused… questioning yourself, who you are, who you have been? Even if you actually belong where you’re at… this can be with work, a group of friends, a group of people… you may realize that you’re different or that you have different beliefs than anyone around you… You will stay with these people or with this specific task for as long as you can bear it, but I truly see you coming to the conclusion that it is no longer healthy or right for you to stay where you are. The phrase I am hearing for you is “Correct your vision”… Which says to me that you need to fully see things clearly at this moment in time and situate a whole new life or a whole new atmosphere for you to now thrive in.

AIR (Aquarius, Gemini, Libra): Last month, you experienced a major purging in your life, and you may still be going through this. The energy of Wanting FREEDOM and Happiness comes through here…. You’re getting closer to this state. This also has the energy of just throwing off your clothes and throwing your hands up in the air “Fuck it!”. “I’m free! I’m finally free!” You’re wanting to openly communicate and let yourself be known and heard. “This is me- take it or leave it.”  Others see you as someone who has been through either a long process of achieving a goal or as someone who is worn down but strong and brave. You’re also being seen as cautious. Some of you haven’t made this AMAZING, revolutionary change just yet. You may have lacked confidence or faith. Other’s may be waiting on an individual to communicate to them- to help bring on this change. I’m seeing a lot of coming and going…. So there may be various people that you’re dealing with or who are helping you at this time. A bit of you lingers in the past.

Your mind is stuck on something of the past. You may be feeling a sense of regret…. Looking back at “what could have been” or “if only”… but that drains your energy, even if you’re only thinking about it for 5 minutes. You must stop yourself from looking at the past. You must try to live in the present moment with what you have, what you must do in order to better your life from here on out. When it comes to regrets, I personally have zero…. I no longer feel that emotion or torture my mind in such a way. I used to many. many years ago because honestly, it is a normal human trait to have. What I have learned is that you can’t change the past, you were meant to learn whatever it was, or even for things to go “wrong” because it was basically setting you on the course you were meant to follow. There’s no point sitting in the energy of “if only I would have passed that test then I would be where I want to be,”, ” If only my marriage would have went the way I dreamed of then we would be…” you get my point… It is NOT that way… you need to accept that fact. Not to be harsh about it… but it’s a waste of valuable time and energy, is what it comes down to. You don’t want to waste any more time than you have. You also need as much energy as you can to move forward. You start from this point on and plan ahead. Drop all notions of the past. Drop all lingering negative energy. This includes negative people for some of you.

Some phrases that may linger for a lot of you is “what if I am not good enough??”, “What if I fail?” or “What if I am rejected?”…. This is all due to past issues. Things went wrong then because it wasn’t meant for you. Or maybe for some of you this deals more with your conditioning growing up. The way you were made to feel by others. As though you had to sit down, shut up and take it. At times, you may have felt as though you deserved it for whatever reason. No one deserves to be put down, dismissed, belittled. Made to feel as though their thoughts and feelings don’t matter. Your Opinion and Emotions DO MATTER… and now it is time to take charge in your life and protect yourself from any negative people or negative patterns that you’ve been caught up in. I don’t know why I was hearing “Patterns”… but some of you may be stuck in a never ending cycle of abuse of some kind. You could be doing this to yourself. Abusing yourself with negative talk, abusing yourself physically… This holds you back. 

I am seeing you standing there, just WAITING for something bad to happen or for someone to come back and start shit with you again…. This is why you are being seen in a light of defensiveness or cautiousness. You may not even fully trust when things are going well… you’re just waiting for something to come in and mess things up for you. This could be the pattern of energy that you’re in. You have built up this wall of defense or you have this defensive mechanism that you’ve utilized for a very long time. Some of you even tell others things are fine, no problem, when things are not. You’re dying inside… but refuse to bring others into this energy with you. You’re very very strong at this point…. Even if you feel as though you’re not.

This is coming to an end… this will definitely come to an end once you make this decision to move forward. A lot of you are contemplating on a risk of some type. There could be an opportunity that comes in, especially for those that aren’t contemplating themselves on a choice to make…. There will be gifted to you a choice by the universe, because the pattern you’ve been stuck in has not been healthy, has not given you the opportunity to fully shine or feel as though Life can be amazing. You LONG for this sense of freedom. Life wasn’t meant to be THIS hard… you know what I mean? But blockages and challenges have caused the problems to continue much longer than they should.

It’s as though you’ve been forgetting yourself or pushing your own needs to the side to do for others or to do what others want… and now it’s time to truly think about yourself… your own desires, your own needs… you need to quickly and bluntly cut old ties and allow this new energy to come into being. Do a cord cutting ritual if you need to. If you don’t know how to conduct one of these feel free to send me a message. This cord cutting isn’t only with people… you can do this with energy itself. When you go through with this, you may deal with a battle from someone else. Toxic people do not like when someone sets boundries. Because they feel entitled. NO ONE is entitled to you or when it comes to you and/or what you’re doing. Block them if you must. Keep communication short and to the point. No need for a bunch of details. They can rattle off angrily about whatever they want. You can just walk away and refuse to hang out in that negative energy with them. Don’t be afraid to protect yourself. Refuse to acknowledge their bullshit. Fully focus on this new Path that you’re moving towards. Feel the excitement of it. Again, if it hasn’t shown itself yet, it will. Immerse yourself into the possibilities of what it will bring into your life. Any fear you feel, release it. Try not to have a specific outcome… let yourself go with the flow. For July… EMBRACE your New Path!!

FIRE (Aries, Leo, Sagittarius): You are being shown as in a type of a holding cell for the moment. Some of you are sitting in the energy of what is going on around you or you’re feeling through your decision making process. You feel held back for some reason due to circumstances. There is a process that you need to go through and it hasn’t been a quick one. You are in a state of suspension and of surrender. You may be viewing things from all perspectives before continuing forward. Before making a move. You’re not only considering others at this time, you are also viewing your own self and how to make something happen. I posted a Song dealing with the energy of the moment over on Minds.com, which is where I will post energy I’m feeling by means of music… and this Hanged man reminds me of the song ” where is my mind?” by the Pixies.

This is the main lesson for you to work through at this time. Once you’ve worked through this, the road becomes completely open. You’re attemtping to work yourself out of the box you’ve held yourself in. I can see this individual as slowly, working themselves out of what binds them. Air Signs were given this 9 of wands in the same placement, so you may have Air in part of your chart. Other’s see you as holding back. You are very determined and committed to the cause. You may feel as though you’re being tested at the moment. You guys have a very warrior like spirit and will fight others who try to undermine your self respect. I also see you being cautious in regards to other people. Sizing them up, to see if they will take advantage of you or not.

I’m noticing you guys have two 8’s which is about owning your power, as well as two Aces… The Ace of Swords speaks about honest communication… you will begin to own your own sense of power through what you say to others, ace of wands is Inspiration, you will even inspire others by what you say… Communicating what you are inspired about, Being passionate about your ideas…. Your communication is even coming across as very passionate and straight to the point. This is the time to find (through this hanged man phase) then release your power out into the world.

 I’m seeing that what may be blocking your goals or challenging you at this time could be this man for some of you… they could be a water sign – Pisces, Cancer, Scorpio… or they are just someone who is apparently lost in their own world. They could be so busy and focused on their own work or on their own goals to cooperate and compromise with yours. I hate to say it but some of you are dealing with another who appears to be drinking often, If not drinking they are doing something in excess that causes them to go into a daze, live in their head, live within fantasies, and it’s not easy to bring them back to reality… to a state of stability. If this is you, then I’m getting this feeling of scattered energy, a need to delve more into your own intuition. To block out the noise. For some of you the challenge is family obligations, placing too much emphasis on doing for them instead of yourself. This is causing you to become extremely drained and spread quite thin. You need to lay down the law. Do not allow others to take advantage of you. Let them know what you expect from them and stick to it. You definitely need some time for yourself. All of this heavy energy of miscommunication and misunderstandings have gotten under your skin. It really has. You need to strike a balance here before you go “off the rails”  so to speak.

The way in which others have gotten through this is through continuing to focus on their goals and what they’re trying to achieve. Working at it and working at it while not allowing any distractions whatsoever. You have to be more disciplined, put in more effort. But at the same time it’s like you need more down time. That’s why you need to set these boundaries. You need that time to come back together to create a sense of peacefulness within yourself , a balance. To be able to focus on your goal. For July… Do NOT procrastinate! Get done whatever you’ve begun and don’t get caught up in the details. You’re calling in the storm. You’re calling in your own power back to you and with this wand hear you’re not putting up with anyone’s bullshit or distractions doing it. Set the boundaries and work towards your goal.

Blessed Be to you and yours!!

RJ Worrell

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