Category: esoteric

April 2019 / Fire Elemental Reading

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Welcome to April, Fire Signs! This month I conducted a Collective Elemental Read, then conducted readings per sign. Be Sure to check out your Rising and Moon Signs. For those that are interested in my Personal Experiences and getting to know all about me, I posted my First blog titled “Spirituality… it’s seriously not a trend” Snoop around and Ye shall find! 😉 On IG it’s in my Highlights. Now on with the Show!

Collectively : I’m seeing that you had a decision to make, but wasn’t facing it out of fear. Some of you are still going through this. This is changing. Your Collective lesson for the month deals with Support. You may need to find it within yourself first, but you have more support than you realize out there. You need to be honest and fair with yourself, your goals and with others. Internally, you’re budding with inspiration and new ideas. You want to begin something that will bring excitement into your life. Renewal of passion. But externally, you’re holding yourself back. This could be due to insecurities or a fear of instability. You will struggle when it comes to others. Possibly someone trying to outshine you or start an argument. You may even know this as to why you hold yourself back. BE BOLD, be BRAVE and COURAGEOUS!! That’s how you are naturally!! There is no need to be perfect immediately… Do what you feel you should…. Stop paying attention to your thoughts so much. You may regret it if you don’t just make this change. It will change how you feel about yourself and the energy of your situation will drop past emotional baggage… It’s time to Show them what you got!

A R I E S :  Communication is a big theme for you from now through April. You may be rushing in too quickly. You have a strong desire to say what you need to say. There may have been certain things on your mind for a while now, and you no longer can hold yourself back. Be careful not to express yourself in a careless manner. You can get straight to the point in a more respectful way. There is a better chance for others to listen to you, and to entertain consideration of your opinions. It is as though you have had two opposing advisors — your thoughts & your emotions. You still have a huge decision to make that will change the course of your life. You were filled with all of these ideas and future projections of success, you were contemplating a different path from your current one… What if??? You’re right not to just jump into this decision quickly. You may need time first to step back and to investigate certain aspects to what you desire and trying to change. In April, You’ll be taking it one step at a time, day by day, one thing at a time, and with each task that you complete, you will be one step closer to a feeling of more trust, more security and a much better inner knowing that you’re on the right path. You will begin building the steps towards your future. You need to express your feelings openly, to test the waters, You need to harmonize what you want with what is possible or available. Even if it’s something small at the time, it will grow. Just like a seed being planted. Keep in mind that during this time you’re just figuring out what changes to make, how you would like to conduct these changes, trying different options or avenues and feeling into what you want. Communicate your emotions, your thoughts, and work through your own personal energy. You may not know exactly where you are going or where you will end up. But by doing this it will help to bring you much closer to others. *** Happy Birthday, Aries!!! Here’s a Special Message- Something that happened 12 years ago is returning. This could be a person, a situation, or reviving a dream. Possible second chances. For some of you who have begun planting your seeds 12 years ago, you will finally see the rewards. This time around the energy will flow smoothly and peacefully. I’m seeing you feeling quite calm. You will stand firm in your Element. Normally, Aries is a fighter or a Passionate Lover… But with this new Moon in your sign standing in between two Libra full moons, you are becoming balanced and strong at this time. The color Green could be very significant for you at this time. I’m seeing this with the Heart Chakra. Physical items. This is also literally your “Green light” to forge ahead. PROSPERITY, It surrounds you now. I’m seeing your manifestations coming to life. This period could trigger a desire to travel and a need for inner development.

L E O : Unsatisfied and wanting to move on… Leo, Yours begins in the way that the collective does. You’re not wanting to face something at this time. I’m seeing you receiving a message of opportunity, an invitation to do something exciting and possibly brand new, but it’s as though you don’t trust it. In the past, you spent a lot of time collecting information and investigating. I get this feeling that it’s irritating some of you. I’m seeing you minding your own business, just doing your thing, and it’s as though you have this pesky rodent just eating away at your cheese. Lol Sorry. For some of you, no matter how many times you try to shoo it away, it just comes back. Just pay attention to what you’re trying to accomplish in April. You Lion’s are truly about to set shit on FIRE! Let’s hope not literally! You may be beginning to clearly see who you truly are and/or what you’re made of. Your Confidence will be at an ultimate high around this time. You will know what you want and nothing will stop you from getting it! If you are competing for something others desire as well, you will be fearless, which will in turn secretly intimidate the competition. You will become so focused on yourself, your goals, your accomplishments, that you won’t even notice when others have walked away or gave up. Get ready to hit your mark! It’s time to throw off your robe and bare all!

S A G I T T A R I U S :  Three main things stick out at this time… Your Dreams, Figuring out What you want and/or who you are and Long term Friendships. Currently, you’re thinking about all of the possibilities for your future. There hasn’t seem to be much, if any, real movement on this. Stalling energy. You need to get over past issues and disappointments. There is a time out … during this time you will spend time thinking about what life YOU want to now live. Making a plan. Turning to long term friends…  They will play an imperative role for you around this time. The strong connections you’ve made through out the years that are so firmly rooted into your own existence will stand beside and behind you. There may be something that you’ve wanted to do for so long and they have supported you when you have felt less confident. You know who you can trust to support you again. For those of you that don’t have many friends, there is a group of people waiting to be formed by you. They will feel like “home”… a very comfortable resonance. The Best ones can be found in the oddest of places. I’m seeing your friend pulling favors and gathering resources to help you during this time. You’re not alone. Reach out to these people and you will be surprised at what you can accomplish!!

Have an Amazing April!! Blessed Be to You and Yours!!

RJ Worrell

wickedlight77@gmail.com

Spirituality… It’s seriously not a Trend.

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I’m not trying to hate on anyone with this blog post, I can truly feel that some of them are very good people inside, but this has been slightly bothersome to me for almost 3 years, at the point when “Spirituality” completely blew up. For one thing, we are constantly flooded with fake news, and when so many hopped on the spiritual train, then attempted to take it somewhere else, I couldn’t help but to laugh in the beginning as it all seemed quite ludicrous to me.

Monk in meditation

Truly spiritual people do not care what their hair or nails look like. We do not make appointments to spend time at a salon. That is a waste of time to us. We utilize that time to go deeper internally. We do not care what we are wearing. We do not care to own a bunch of THINGS. We do not tout that we just attended Yoga, snapping shots for all to see. We actually do the least amount of physical activity as possible. At times, we may even neglect our physical selves. We do have our human moments, as we are alive as well… just far from as much as the general society. It is within my human moments, that last around 10 minutes, when I will flip open up a catalogue or go online, purchase a few items and then they end up sitting in my closet forever. Getting dressed on a daily basis consists of grabbing the first things at the top of a pile and then going inside of myself. Comfort Trumps Beauty 99% of the time.

Back in 2004, I went through a Year of what I refer to as a “Shamanism Phase”. I did not and do not spend my time reading text after text of literature explaining to me technical knowledge. I just EXPERIENCE it, work through the energy, gaining real life wisdom to then help others. You will never see or hear me repeating someone else. Though, I have been asked at times if I have read the material of certain individual’s since my conclusions were along the lines of theirs. My reply was simply, “I guess they are correct then!” If these individual’s were coming up with what I had, then they themselves have experience.

During my Shamanism Phase, I immersed myself in the Symbolism of Tarot. I spent about 14 hours a day in deep study. There were times when my Oldest son, who at that time was about 9 years old, would remind to to eat. Yes, My child had to remind me. Especially, when it got past 2-3 days. I wasn’t paying attention to my physical body, aside from the robotic daily shower, doing what I needed to do for my children, then quickly getting back to my studies. I found myself irritated and would grab a few pretzels, crunch them down and say, “There.” Next….. This went on for about a year. Every day would seem as though I was living in a fog. Physical activities appeared to be a blur.

Computer Monitor of the 90’s- early 2000’s

I remember the day I came out of this experience. I was sitting in front of my computer and I went to grab a candle that was on top of my Monitor. Our Monitors back then were chunky pieces of technology that took up space. As I was reaching for the candle I saw my wrist. At first, I thought it was someone else’s wrist and had a few seconds of confusion and disbelief, as I blinked my eyes and realized it was my own. How SKINNY I had become!!!! I didn’t choose when I entered into this “shamanism phase” nor when I exited. But, it was that very night that I had exited. I ran to the bathroom and fully looked myself over. I had been clearly on the edge of death. I didn’t recognize myself. Underneath my eyes was shallow skin of blackness. My physical body looking like a skeleton. Being on the edge of death allows for the individual to live more so in between dimensions to experience certain things that a human really shouldn’t. I will straight out send the warning— DO NOT do this on purpose! I didn’t do it on purpose, and it would be irresponsible and foolish to put yourself in this position just to experience what I am talking about.

Throughout my whole life I have gone in and out of experiences that I could never really explain or speak about to those that surrounded me. My family and most of my friends would not understand. I didn’t even completely understand what was happening to me and why. I’ve been asked by friends who were very interested in what I would speak about “why didn’t I just go and look it up at the library” as a child. Well, when you are brought up in a family of 7 older people who keep telling you that it’s your imagination, you’re making up stories, you’re trying to get attention and that what you’re experiencing isn’t real…. and you are told this repeatedly you start to believe them and think what you’re experiencing doesn’t exist, and that you just might be crazy. I’m going to give an embellished example, so that those that have never experienced anything outlandish can understand… Say you were to see a floating bottle of ketchup. Then you go to tell your family members, of whom are supposed to love and support you that a ketchup bottle was floating in mid air. Your point of telling them is so that you can get answers and feel ok inside. They tell you something like, “WHAT?!?!? That did NOT happen! Stop it!!” Then you are left with the confusion of knowing what you saw and having no one to turn to for answers or to make yourself feel better. Now, Imagine this happens repeatedly for years and years. It kind of reminds me of gas-lighting… only those that do that to another know what they are doing.

The point of me sharing my experiences is because I know damn well that there are others out there that have gone through almost the same thing as myself. Those that had no one to turn to. I have many experiences to share… real experiences and not embellished examples. I know that my blog post started as one entity and merged into what it has become. This is meant to be. This is right on time. This is me and my story. I have so much more to say. This is just the beginning.

I will end this posting with the definition of Spirituality:

It’s not about your Material collection and what you look like.

I would love to begin communicating with the Souls who have experienced things that could not be explained to them. There’s much more to come.

Blessed Be to You and Yours!

RJ Worrell

Through all of my moving around I am left with one.

PS… Things are different with my family now. It may have been triggered when I was about 25 and conducted my first spell. (you MUST do intensive study prior to dabbling!!) What I did seemed to prove the unbelievable to them. It wasn’t even meant to do that. It wasn’t even meant for them. But what it did changed my parent’s perception enough that when they came back from a vacation they had gifted me something I never in my life thought they would… Pentacle earrings. I cried tears of relief. Massive weight off of my shoulders. That moment meant more to me than ANYTHING to this day. I had nothing left to prove to anyone any longer. They prepped me for adulthood. Little did I know that I would be doing what I am as an adult. 😉 Everything happens for a reason.

Aries New Moon, Break Out of Your Mold! April 5th, 2019

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This is the best New Moon to get things STARTED!! I felt compelled to get this out as soon as possible since so many have already begun to experience and go through this process. When it comes to the Sign of Aries, we are gifted a burst of inspiration and passion within ourselves and our lives. Aries, is also spontaneous and about the SELF.

I am noticing looking at the Transit Chart that the Sun, Moon, Mercury, Venus, Neptune and Chiron are all in the First house around this New Moon. The chart shows us hanging out in one tight spot. Anytime you try and divert your attention elsewhere you will be brought right back to get things done and headed in the direction you have neglected or put to the side. At first, this reminded me of placing rubber bands over your fingers. As I was mulling over the energy trying to articulate what I was feeling a friend of mine texted me saying, “The Cat’s out of the bag!”. She had never used this phrase since I’ve known her. I was on a search to find a good example of what I was seeing. I found many different variations of playing with rubber bands, came across this particular picture, it was the closest thing I could find. Guess what the name of the game is called…. The Cat’s cradle. 😉

Validation, that for many “the Cat will be out of the bag!” Literally…. Secrets being revealed, Wants being identified, Goals being brought out into the open.

Then I was feeling this state of frustration… You’re trying to break free from a confined state. Going from black and white and bursting into color. Breaking free out of a box. A state that you’ve been stuck in for a long time. Reminiscent of this clip in “Take on Me” by Aha…

The Energy I’m feeling by looking at the chart. (Aha – Take on Me)

During this time you may notice that your mind, body, and soul is much more sensitized than normal as you move towards a higher Level of energy. You may absorb the mood of those around you quite easily, causing your disposition to become mercurial as a result. Welcome to the world of being an Empath for those that aren’t naturally this way! 😉 For the rest of us, we may have to practice blocking energy if we choose to at this time. This transit can add a mysterious aura to the way that you project yourself to others. You will become less practical and more idealistic, dreamy, and sensitive. Some of you may find the mundane concerns of life too boring to grab your attention! Some may feel less confident, as their direction in life is uncertain; others may attune themselves to a stronger spiritual purpose. Watch out for those that may manipulate and create a type of “woah is me” victim mentality to get you to do their bidding… they are just playing on your emotions. Make sure that you as well, don’t fall into this trap.

You will not want to deny yourself of anything during this time! You’re ready to roll on a pleasure seeking adventure to satisfy your senses. This is a very good period in which you are more inclined to speak up about matters that you previously were only thinking about. Your self-expression will happen naturally and easily. Relationships with siblings, neighbors, classmates, and casual friends may become more prominent in your life now. It is likely that you will initiate discussions during this period, evaluate your appearance and the impact you have on those around you, as well as connect with others rather than to stay chained to any one place or activity.

This is the time to be direct and to communicate your needs and interests. You are more inclined to talk about yourself and your personal past now. This may also be a restless time when it is difficult to turn the thinking process off when it would be better to relax! It is an especially fruitful time for any endeavor that requires dealing with words, ideas, and facts. Your demeanor is more youthful, perhaps mischievous, lighthearted, and non-threatening so that others may be more inclined to turn to you for advice or pleasant conversation. Using the power of words to attract what you want or to further your interests works best for you now. Manifestation is Dominating this Phase in Time.

You will feel compelled to drop all fear and go for that individual that you’ve had your eye on for a while. Or to have a Conversation to clear the air… communicating all that you’ve ever felt and have gone through. This is HUGE for getting out there and telling your own story! You may even begin to write that book you’ve been putting off to the side. Or to finally dig that manuscript or great idea out from “under the piles of dust” and submit it. Courage is STRONG is at this time. The Desire to be as free as possible reigns! Wield Your Scepter and put on your crown. Many Personal transformations are underway and will Powerfully change your life!

Ignite your Fire! It’s time to surprise everyone! And, maybe even shock yourself. 😉

Blessed Be to You and Yours!

RJ Worrell

The Doors – Light My Fire
Transit Chart For your Viewing.

Weekly Energy (March 18-25th, 2019)

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There has been massive change in the air surrounding us for several weeks, as though it is looming. It reminds me of a Lion watching its prey, getting ready to pounce. We have begun shifting through this change. We will begin sticking up for our rights, standing our ground against others that try to impede our progress. This also includes cutting out those that drain us of our energy and waste our time. I am seeing the energy of the past coming back. Which is mostly the case when we are in a mercury retrograde, but we have been asked to heal parts of ourselves for a while now. I believe the tactic we will turn to during this particular phase is of PROTECTION. Protecting ourselves, protecting what we have accomplished thus far, Protecting who we are as individual’s. Those that have conducted intensive self work have been able to build an energetic barrier to outside negativity. This protective barrier helps us to stand in our element with no fear. We can say the things that we want to say without worrying about the outcome of the situation, because our main priority will be ourselves. This doesn’t mean that we are becoming selfish, it means that we are finally putting our own selves first so that we can continue on our own individual journeys to perfect our souls.

Too many times in the past we have we allowed others to hold us back. You may have been too focused on what they would think or say about your choices. You may have subconsciously allowed the past voices of others to dictate how you felt about yourself. What that means, is that as you were growing up you may have been ridiculed or misunderstood and that has impacted you to the core so much that you began to believe it yourself. NO LONGER!! It’s time to put your foot down and to take back your life. That dream you had so long ago… it’s time to revive it. That deep belief in something that was shunned by others… present it to the world. We are not meant to be alike. We are meant to be exactly who we are. Who we truly are. You will not learn who you are or what your particular mission is on this earth if you follow the rules others have put upon you. If there have been certain issues in your life that has never been put to rest or seems to keep cycling back with no real change or sense of closure, this is the time to situate and end this state.

Throw off the dead weight.

You MUST TAKE BACK YOUR LIFE. What is going on right now that you do not like? You’re the conductor… DO something about it. XO

Blessed Be to You and Yours!
RJ Worrell