The Unseen Advises Against it. It’s not a Personal Opinion. It’s not something I came up with after reading or watching the News. It’s not someone else’s opinion that I took as my own. I’ve known this for well over a year. I know many who took it, including every sibling of mine, and two of my adult children. I do not debate with them, nor tell them that they shouldn’t have. Everyone is welcome to their own decision in my world. I’ve been Observing and Analyzing. Take Care of Yourself.
First of all, let me apologize for being MIA since December of 2019. I hadn’t planned such action or lack thereof. I am normally guided by the unseen when it comes to the actions that I take, and I don’t always understand why until much later on. I had been working consistently at what I do for years. My hiatuses never lasted for longer than a month tops. So, it’s just as a surprise to me as it is for those that follow me. It’s not very good for business or social media platforms. I am what I am. I just am. Now, let’s go back in time before moving forward, shall we?
Nearing the end of 2019 there sat ominous energy that I couldn’t pinpoint. It would drive me crazy at times wondering what it was and where it was coming from. Sometimes, the energy I feel could be from another individual or it becomes global. Many times, I keep what I feel to myself due to the conditioning I had growing up. I couldn’t rely on others to tell me the truth, and I would rather not put myself out there to wallow in mystery. I went away on vacation for a few weeks like I do every Christmas and New Year. The whole time I am there it kept picking away at my energy and nagging at every ounce of my being. Needless to say that by the end of the vacation I felt like I needed another all to myself. Now, normally everyone feels that way… but this was something a bit different. I felt as though I had to lock myself away for a while to ponder over what this nagging energy could possibly be!!
Let me take you to the fact of something that some of you know at this point in time, but for those that don’t… We have been in the same transit as we were when WWII, The Great Depression, and The Spanish flu happened. Let that sink in. I knew this was coming since I also study Astrology (both Western and Vedic). Uranus (The Great Awakening), the planet of revolution moved into Taurus on May 18, 2018, and will stay there until April 26, 2026.
2020 was Judgment Year with the shadow of the Emperor (20/4). I watched while many were put into the spotlight for their wrongdoings in their past (Judgment). It wasn’t a surprise to me that the virus didn’t end in June 2020, as the President at the time stated it may. I told many that ‘No, it would not,’, and to not get their hopes up, as the Spanish flu lasted for about 2 years time. I wasn’t stating that the virus would last two years, but that is more of the timeline we are looking at no matter what anyone says. The Virus is all about Money. I can’t tell you where or how because I do not follow politics. It was/is also about Power (Emperor). Keep in mind that I began writing this in the summer and was stopped by the energies that surround me. I give the timeline of March/April 2022 for some of the situations to calm down, but this is never going away.
With 2020, also being a FOUR year… we began seeing new structures being put into action. Number Four is about building foundations that are secured into the future. The Emperor is a leader who sets down rules but can break them personally at any time. Though, one would hope that their “leader” wouldn’t do such a thing. It’s best to be respected than feared; to Lead with integrity.
Around October of 2020, a friend of mine who knows that I will conduct readings on presidential elections without watching them asked me who I thought would win. I hadn’t conducted my normal ritual of reading but said to her, “It’s Trump, but something is very wrong and I don’t know what.” As the months unfolded we all see what happened. Though some still think it was all a rouse. I’m not going to debate this as I get my information in a way that isn’t physically seen to be proven. Not to mention it’s basically pointless to debate certain topics. Do know that whoever is there is meant to be there for whatever Universal purpose at the time. Even if it’s a messed up situation as to how they got there. I can sit here and go back and forth on this issue, but with who is there now, it makes more sense to me that 2021 is a FIVE year.
Five is normally known as an exciting number concerning change, but I personally never liked the number. I love change, don’t get me wrong. I am constantly transforming throughout the year, which can be a bit tiresome and irritating as my path is a continuous flow of changing routes. Everyone transforms throughout their lives. Some transform slower than others. It’s not a competition. Everyone has their own way of being. This isn’t the Olympics. I transform TOO much. It’s in my personal chart whether I like it or not. So, I’m very aware of what FIVE is about. FIVE is reorganization and adaptation. Think of all of the changes that have taken place this year. It’s almost as though life, as we have been living it, flipped all at once instead of gradually. Some people went along with the changes while others rioting argued and fought against the changes.
Now, I will take you to the Hierophant… which is number 5 in the Tarot. I have such disdain for this card going back 20 years. I swear I dislike this card the most out of the 78. It does have a few good points to it such as spiritual wisdom, but I believe this was completely flipped in this situation. The main idea of this card speaks about “conformity to social standards, or a deference to the established social moral order”. And that is exactly what has been going on this year. You either choose to go with the flow and do what is “expected” or you revolt against it. Those that revolt are punished. Even by their own loved ones. The Hierophant is beautiful, isn’t he? You’re not allowed to have a voice with him. How dare you go against the tides! I stay quiet… I’m more of an observer. I pick my battles wisely, and I don’t budge with my own decisions. I don’t have the desire to speak about them openly. I do what I feel is right, and what I am compelled to do by the unseen. It does get me in trouble sometimes, but it is within sticky situations that we learn our most important and soul-growing lessons best. The main reason we keep coming back. To perfect our own souls. Focus on your own backyard… you have your own journey. Try not to judge others as they have their own path.
So, where are we heading in 2022?…. It’s a SIX year. The main keywords to take note of are Balance, Support, Healing, Compassion, and Equality. I know a lot of you will eyeball that last term as one of the major revolts has to do with it. It all sounds lovely, but there is always the flip side. Greed. Light can’t exist without dark and vice versa. I believe in a way 2022 will be a bit of a break for us. But that doesn’t come without a cost. It is just giving us a rest prior to SEVEN and EIGHT. Seven is a challenging number, just like Five is. Seven Grows your soul more than any other number!! Many will grow a backbone in 2023. Five preps the seven, you see. Five is like boot camp. Six is the break. Seven is the battle. 2023 gives us both 7 and 5.
If you have prepped well and utilized your time wisely this year, you’ll be ready for it. If not, make sure to do so in the coming months.
Blessed Be to You and Yours!
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I’m not trying to hate on anyone with this blog post, I can truly feel that some of them are very good people inside, but this has been slightly bothersome to me for almost 3 years, at the point when “Spirituality” completely blew up. For one thing, we are constantly flooded with fake news, and when so many hopped on the spiritual train, then attempted to take it somewhere else, I couldn’t help but to laugh in the beginning as it all seemed quite ludicrous to me.
Truly spiritual people do not care what their hair or nails look like. We do not make appointments to spend time at a salon. That is a waste of time to us. We utilize that time to go deeper internally. We do not care what we are wearing. We do not care to own a bunch of THINGS. We do not tout that we just attended Yoga, snapping shots for all to see. We actually do the least amount of physical activity as possible. At times, we may even neglect our physical selves. We do have our human moments, as we are alive as well… just far from as much as the general society. It is within my human moments, that last around 10 minutes, when I will flip open up a catalogue or go online, purchase a few items and then they end up sitting in my closet forever. Getting dressed on a daily basis consists of grabbing the first things at the top of a pile and then going inside of myself. Comfort Trumps Beauty 99% of the time.
Back in 2004, I went through a Year of what I refer to as a “Shamanism Phase”. I did not and do not spend my time reading text after text of literature explaining to me technical knowledge. I just EXPERIENCE it, work through the energy, gaining real life wisdom to then help others. You will never see or hear me repeating someone else. Though, I have been asked at times if I have read the material of certain individual’s since my conclusions were along the lines of theirs. My reply was simply, “I guess they are correct then!” If these individual’s were coming up with what I had, then they themselves have experience.
During my Shamanism Phase, I immersed myself in the Symbolism of Tarot. I spent about 14 hours a day in deep study. There were times when my Oldest son, who at that time was about 9 years old, would remind to to eat. Yes, My child had to remind me. Especially, when it got past 2-3 days. I wasn’t paying attention to my physical body, aside from the robotic daily shower, doing what I needed to do for my children, then quickly getting back to my studies. I found myself irritated and would grab a few pretzels, crunch them down and say, “There.” Next….. This went on for about a year. Every day would seem as though I was living in a fog. Physical activities appeared to be a blur.
I remember the day I came out of this experience. I was sitting in front of my computer and I went to grab a candle that was on top of my Monitor. Our Monitors back then were chunky pieces of technology that took up space. As I was reaching for the candle I saw my wrist. At first, I thought it was someone else’s wrist and had a few seconds of confusion and disbelief, as I blinked my eyes and realized it was my own. How SKINNY I had become!!!! I didn’t choose when I entered into this “shamanism phase” nor when I exited. But, it was that very night that I had exited. I ran to the bathroom and fully looked myself over. I had been clearly on the edge of death. I didn’t recognize myself. Underneath my eyes was shallow skin of blackness. My physical body looking like a skeleton. Being on the edge of death allows for the individual to live more so in between dimensions to experience certain things that a human really shouldn’t. I will straight out send the warning— DO NOT do this on purpose! I didn’t do it on purpose, and it would be irresponsible and foolish to put yourself in this position just to experience what I am talking about.
Throughout my whole life I have gone in and out of experiences that I could never really explain or speak about to those that surrounded me. My family and most of my friends would not understand. I didn’t even completely understand what was happening to me and why. I’ve been asked by friends who were very interested in what I would speak about “why didn’t I just go and look it up at the library” as a child. Well, when you are brought up in a family of 7 older people who keep telling you that it’s your imagination, you’re making up stories, you’re trying to get attention and that what you’re experiencing isn’t real…. and you are told this repeatedly you start to believe them and think what you’re experiencing doesn’t exist, and that you just might be crazy. I’m going to give an embellished example, so that those that have never experienced anything outlandish can understand… Say you were to see a floating bottle of ketchup. Then you go to tell your family members, of whom are supposed to love and support you that a ketchup bottle was floating in mid air. Your point of telling them is so that you can get answers and feel ok inside. They tell you something like, “WHAT?!?!? That did NOT happen! Stop it!!” Then you are left with the confusion of knowing what you saw and having no one to turn to for answers or to make yourself feel better. Now, Imagine this happens repeatedly for years and years. It kind of reminds me of gas-lighting… only those that do that to another know what they are doing.
The point of me sharing my experiences is because I know damn well that there are others out there that have gone through almost the same thing as myself. Those that had no one to turn to. I have many experiences to share… real experiences and not embellished examples. I know that my blog post started as one entity and merged into what it has become. This is meant to be. This is right on time. This is me and my story. I have so much more to say. This is just the beginning.
I will end this posting with the definition of Spirituality:
I would love to begin communicating with the Souls who have experienced things that could not be explained to them. There’s much more to come.
Blessed Be to You and Yours!
PS… Things are different with my family now. It may have been triggered when I was about 25 and conducted my first spell. (you MUST do intensive study prior to dabbling!!) What I did seemed to prove the unbelievable to them. It wasn’t even meant to do that. It wasn’t even meant for them. But what it did changed my parent’s perception enough that when they came back from a vacation they had gifted me something I never in my life thought they would… Pentacle earrings. I cried tears of relief. Massive weight off of my shoulders. That moment meant more to me than ANYTHING to this day. I had nothing left to prove to anyone any longer. They prepped me for adulthood. Little did I know that I would be doing what I am as an adult. 😉 Everything happens for a reason.
This is a General
Reading for the Earth Element (Capricorn, Taurus, Virgo). Be sure to read your Rising, Moon and Venus.
My Dear Earth Signs…
as I was shuffling I saw a vision of people whispering about you. They are
talking about what you’re doing or what you’ve been trying to achieve. Rumors,
gossip. If only they could focus on themselves and their own issues, right? It’s
not all negative… Some are Name Dropping. Telling others to check you out.
If you’re on Social Media or trying to
accomplish something dealing with the public, this will always happen. The more
you put yourself out there, the more people will talk about you. There will
always be a Negative as well as a Positive.
To expect people to like 100% of what you are doing or who you are is
impossible. Don’t let it bring you down. Word of caution… Don’t share every
single thing either! You must learn to protect yourself and to be cautious with
what you bring to the table.
Even if you’re not
on Social Media, People don’t see things the way you do. That’s obvious since
no one shares the same brain nor soul. Thank god! Who would want to be a
lemming? I feel like you are trying to master something, learn it, implement…
definitely get the feeling of trying to take charge in some area of your life.
But there are issues when it comes to communicating what you are trying to
propose. You feel blocked for some reason.
I’m seeing endings
occurring from your past into the present moment. You left a chapter in your life. You ended an
area in your life that no longer felt like it was for you, or you couldn’t do
more than you wanted to, so you had to make a decision to get out, end it, and
move on. Not everyone is on the same “time line”, so the past could
be occurring for you Now, or later. I feel like this is a relationship or a
career for most of you. An end to a long term friendship and/or situation. You
do have two “family” cards here. The 10 of Pentacles and the 10 of
Cups. You’ve done all you could and now the old phase needs to be released so
that you can focus on something fresh and new.
subconscious. you want to connect with someone specific or connect with people
on a deeper level. But it as though you’re both looking in two different
directions. You can’t see eye to eye. I’m seeing for some of you that you both
want this, and you have tried repeatedly. The man keeps looking at what he has…
so the man could be only focused on the woman or focused on himself (self
absorbed— Personal issues can cause this), while the woman holds space for
him but is looking around wondering what else is out there.
Further on in March,
I’m seeing an offer being presented to you. For a lot of you, this deals with a
new job, making money, a new client, or taking a course to further your
education or to begin to bring in money for the family; up your income as in a
promotion. Remain strong in your abilities to prosper and persevere. There may be multiple challenges in the
beginning but you will be able to get through them and come out very
successful. Try not to hold back when it comes to your own knowledge and your
skills. It is these two things that will set you apart from the rest.
Have a Wonderful
Blessed Be to You
I have been reading the Tarot since 2004. I have extensive knowledge of Symbolism, Numerology, Colors, Dream Interpretation, Astrology, The After Life, Rituals, and Energy Work. Mostly self taught through experiences and experimentation. I don’t read books based on these subjects, other than Astrology. I find it more personal and powerful to come to your own conclusions through analysis.