Spirituality… It’s seriously not a Trend.

I’m not trying to hate on anyone with this blog post, I can truly feel that some of them are very good people inside, but this has been slightly bothersome to me for almost 3 years, at the point when “Spirituality” completely blew up. For one thing, we are constantly flooded with fake news, and when so many hopped on the spiritual train, then attempted to take it somewhere else, I couldn’t help but to laugh in the beginning as it all seemed quite ludicrous to me.

Monk in meditation

Truly spiritual people do not care what their hair or nails look like. We do not make appointments to spend time at a salon. That is a waste of time to us. We utilize that time to go deeper internally. We do not care what we are wearing. We do not care to own a bunch of THINGS. We do not tout that we just attended Yoga, snapping shots for all to see. We actually do the least amount of physical activity as possible. At times, we may even neglect our physical selves. We do have our human moments, as we are alive as well… just far from as much as the general society. It is within my human moments, that last around 10 minutes, when I will flip open up a catalogue or go online, purchase a few items and then they end up sitting in my closet forever. Getting dressed on a daily basis consists of grabbing the first things at the top of a pile and then going inside of myself. Comfort Trumps Beauty 99% of the time.

Back in 2004, I went through a Year of what I refer to as a “Shamanism Phase”. I did not and do not spend my time reading text after text of literature explaining to me technical knowledge. I just EXPERIENCE it, work through the energy, gaining real life wisdom to then help others. You will never see or hear me repeating someone else. Though, I have been asked at times if I have read the material of certain individual’s since my conclusions were along the lines of theirs. My reply was simply, “I guess they are correct then!” If these individual’s were coming up with what I had, then they themselves have experience.

During my Shamanism Phase, I immersed myself in the Symbolism of Tarot. I spent about 14 hours a day in deep study. There were times when my Oldest son, who at that time was about 9 years old, would remind to to eat. Yes, My child had to remind me. Especially, when it got past 2-3 days. I wasn’t paying attention to my physical body, aside from the robotic daily shower, doing what I needed to do for my children, then quickly getting back to my studies. I found myself irritated and would grab a few pretzels, crunch them down and say, “There.” Next….. This went on for about a year. Every day would seem as though I was living in a fog. Physical activities appeared to be a blur.

Computer Monitor of the 90’s- early 2000’s

I remember the day I came out of this experience. I was sitting in front of my computer and I went to grab a candle that was on top of my Monitor. Our Monitors back then were chunky pieces of technology that took up space. As I was reaching for the candle I saw my wrist. At first, I thought it was someone else’s wrist and had a few seconds of confusion and disbelief, as I blinked my eyes and realized it was my own. How SKINNY I had become!!!! I didn’t choose when I entered into this “shamanism phase” nor when I exited. But, it was that very night that I had exited. I ran to the bathroom and fully looked myself over. I had been clearly on the edge of death. I didn’t recognize myself. Underneath my eyes was shallow skin of blackness. My physical body looking like a skeleton. Being on the edge of death allows for the individual to live more so in between dimensions to experience certain things that a human really shouldn’t. I will straight out send the warning— DO NOT do this on purpose! I didn’t do it on purpose, and it would be irresponsible and foolish to put yourself in this position just to experience what I am talking about.

Throughout my whole life I have gone in and out of experiences that I could never really explain or speak about to those that surrounded me. My family and most of my friends would not understand. I didn’t even completely understand what was happening to me and why. I’ve been asked by friends who were very interested in what I would speak about “why didn’t I just go and look it up at the library” as a child. Well, when you are brought up in a family of 7 older people who keep telling you that it’s your imagination, you’re making up stories, you’re trying to get attention and that what you’re experiencing isn’t real…. and you are told this repeatedly you start to believe them and think what you’re experiencing doesn’t exist, and that you just might be crazy. I’m going to give an embellished example, so that those that have never experienced anything outlandish can understand… Say you were to see a floating bottle of ketchup. Then you go to tell your family members, of whom are supposed to love and support you that a ketchup bottle was floating in mid air. Your point of telling them is so that you can get answers and feel ok inside. They tell you something like, “WHAT?!?!? That did NOT happen! Stop it!!” Then you are left with the confusion of knowing what you saw and having no one to turn to for answers or to make yourself feel better. Now, Imagine this happens repeatedly for years and years. It kind of reminds me of gas-lighting… only those that do that to another know what they are doing.

The point of me sharing my experiences is because I know damn well that there are others out there that have gone through almost the same thing as myself. Those that had no one to turn to. I have many experiences to share… real experiences and not embellished examples. I know that my blog post started as one entity and merged into what it has become. This is meant to be. This is right on time. This is me and my story. I have so much more to say. This is just the beginning.

I will end this posting with the definition of Spirituality:

It’s not about your Material collection and what you look like.

I would love to begin communicating with the Souls who have experienced things that could not be explained to them. There’s much more to come.

Blessed Be to You and Yours!

RJ Worrell

Through all of my moving around I am left with one.

PS… Things are different with my family now. It may have been triggered when I was about 25 and conducted my first spell. (you MUST do intensive study prior to dabbling!!) What I did seemed to prove the unbelievable to them. It wasn’t even meant to do that. It wasn’t even meant for them. But what it did changed my parent’s perception enough that when they came back from a vacation they had gifted me something I never in my life thought they would… Pentacle earrings. I cried tears of relief. Massive weight off of my shoulders. That moment meant more to me than ANYTHING to this day. I had nothing left to prove to anyone any longer. They prepped me for adulthood. Little did I know that I would be doing what I am as an adult. 😉 Everything happens for a reason.


Aries New Moon, Break Out of Your Mold! April 5th, 2019

This is the best New Moon to get things STARTED!! I felt compelled to get this out as soon as possible since so many have already begun to experience and go through this process. When it comes to the Sign of Aries, we are gifted a burst of inspiration and passion within ourselves and our lives. Aries, is also spontaneous and about the SELF.

I am noticing looking at the Transit Chart that the Sun, Moon, Mercury, Venus, Neptune and Chiron are all in the First house around this New Moon. The chart shows us hanging out in one tight spot. Anytime you try and divert your attention elsewhere you will be brought right back to get things done and headed in the direction you have neglected or put to the side. At first, this reminded me of placing rubber bands over your fingers. As I was mulling over the energy trying to articulate what I was feeling a friend of mine texted me saying, “The Cat’s out of the bag!”. She had never used this phrase since I’ve known her. I was on a search to find a good example of what I was seeing. I found many different variations of playing with rubber bands, came across this particular picture, it was the closest thing I could find. Guess what the name of the game is called…. The Cat’s cradle. 😉

Validation, that for many “the Cat will be out of the bag!” Literally…. Secrets being revealed, Wants being identified, Goals being brought out into the open.

Then I was feeling this state of frustration… You’re trying to break free from a confined state. Going from black and white and bursting into color. Breaking free out of a box. A state that you’ve been stuck in for a long time. Reminiscent of this clip in “Take on Me” by Aha…

The Energy I’m feeling by looking at the chart. (Aha – Take on Me)

During this time you may notice that your mind, body, and soul is much more sensitized than normal as you move towards a higher Level of energy. You may absorb the mood of those around you quite easily, causing your disposition to become mercurial as a result. Welcome to the world of being an Empath for those that aren’t naturally this way! 😉 For the rest of us, we may have to practice blocking energy if we choose to at this time. This transit can add a mysterious aura to the way that you project yourself to others. You will become less practical and more idealistic, dreamy, and sensitive. Some of you may find the mundane concerns of life too boring to grab your attention! Some may feel less confident, as their direction in life is uncertain; others may attune themselves to a stronger spiritual purpose. Watch out for those that may manipulate and create a type of “woah is me” victim mentality to get you to do their bidding… they are just playing on your emotions. Make sure that you as well, don’t fall into this trap.

You will not want to deny yourself of anything during this time! You’re ready to roll on a pleasure seeking adventure to satisfy your senses. This is a very good period in which you are more inclined to speak up about matters that you previously were only thinking about. Your self-expression will happen naturally and easily. Relationships with siblings, neighbors, classmates, and casual friends may become more prominent in your life now. It is likely that you will initiate discussions during this period, evaluate your appearance and the impact you have on those around you, as well as connect with others rather than to stay chained to any one place or activity.

This is the time to be direct and to communicate your needs and interests. You are more inclined to talk about yourself and your personal past now. This may also be a restless time when it is difficult to turn the thinking process off when it would be better to relax! It is an especially fruitful time for any endeavor that requires dealing with words, ideas, and facts. Your demeanor is more youthful, perhaps mischievous, lighthearted, and non-threatening so that others may be more inclined to turn to you for advice or pleasant conversation. Using the power of words to attract what you want or to further your interests works best for you now. Manifestation is Dominating this Phase in Time.

You will feel compelled to drop all fear and go for that individual that you’ve had your eye on for a while. Or to have a Conversation to clear the air… communicating all that you’ve ever felt and have gone through. This is HUGE for getting out there and telling your own story! You may even begin to write that book you’ve been putting off to the side. Or to finally dig that manuscript or great idea out from “under the piles of dust” and submit it. Courage is STRONG is at this time. The Desire to be as free as possible reigns! Wield Your Scepter and put on your crown. Many Personal transformations are underway and will Powerfully change your life!

Ignite your Fire! It’s time to surprise everyone! And, maybe even shock yourself. 😉

Blessed Be to You and Yours!

RJ Worrell


The Doors – Light My Fire

Transit Chart For your Viewing.

Energy Shift / Daily Card

We have shifted from a standstill to movement. Karma is coming in all forms– what is due to you is on it’s way! Some of us are the ones who will make the moves towards giving out this karma. This is the Full Moon in Libra coming up on the 20th, after all! Libra is all about Karma and Justice being served. And with it beginning in the zero degree… it’s ready. Those that have been working tremendously hard towards achievement will be given their rewards. Even if something seemed so far off — that it couldn’t be possible — will become possible. The universe has been watching us. Our Spirit Guides stand behind us. What we deserve rests upon the scales.

Queen of Wands

The Queen of Wands is well known for her Passionate nature. She is inexcusably confident and Inspired. She knows what she wants and goes after it. Astrologically, she is a Fire Sign. Aries, Leo, Sagittarius. If she is not taking action towards her burning desires, then she is in her own world of planning the next big thing! At times, she may feel rushed by impatience and become impulsive. No matter what Astrological sign you are, we all go through each sign at some point throughout the month.

 If you’re an Earth sign and you go through the phase of this queen, You will feel as though you have become ungrounded. Earth Signs main energy is one of being physically connected and with the Fire of inspiration you will feel as though you are floating high above the earth… full of exuberance and tantalizing light bulb moments. For Earth Signs, it takes them away from the day to day hustle and grind and helps to get their dreams moving.

If You’re an Air Sign, You will feel as though you have become FREE. You’re so lost in thought or stuck in your mind through all of the analyzing processes, being very critical on each detail. She helps to get you out of your head and into a place where you can express yourself in such a way that boosts your own confidence and releases conflicts.

If you’re a Water sign, you will feel complete. The reason why is that Water and Fire are the main elements. Without Water and Fire, Air and Earth would cease to exist. Water has the tremendous ability to dream up the biggest fantasies and helps to illuminate various pathways. With Fire you will be taking your fantasies and turning them into a reality. You will feel Balanced. Assured. Rectified.

All is never easy within the realm of this particular queen. She has the ability to bring about chaos when it comes to her thoughts, ideas, and opinions. There is always someone who comes along and wants to battle her. She generates a lot of Jealousy for being so self assured and willing to take a risk against the odds. This queen can fight back and win. She knows this deep inside. She has Strength, and sometimes will choose to sit there and do nothing. All of the barking and the hating has zero effect. She has been through this many times before. You don’t want to get on this Queen’s bad side. She has the tendency to ultimately EXPLODE at some point. Her explosions can cause massive change.

No matter who tries to battle you…. Stand Tall, Stand Proud, and most of all… Believe in YOURSELF!

Blessed Be to You and Yours!

RJ Worrell



Earth Element – March 2019

This is a General Reading for the Earth Element (Capricorn, Taurus, Virgo).  Be sure to read your Rising, Moon and Venus.

My Dear Earth Signs… as I was shuffling I saw a vision of people whispering about you. They are talking about what you’re doing or what you’ve been trying to achieve. Rumors, gossip. If only they could focus on themselves and their own issues, right? It’s not all negative… Some are Name Dropping. Telling others to check you out.

 If you’re on Social Media or trying to accomplish something dealing with the public, this will always happen. The more you put yourself out there, the more people will talk about you. There will always be a Negative as well as a Positive.  To expect people to like 100% of what you are doing or who you are is impossible. Don’t let it bring you down. Word of caution… Don’t share every single thing either! You must learn to protect yourself and to be cautious with what you bring to the table.

Even if you’re not on Social Media, People don’t see things the way you do. That’s obvious since no one shares the same brain nor soul. Thank god! Who would want to be a lemming? I feel like you are trying to master something, learn it, implement… definitely get the feeling of trying to take charge in some area of your life. But there are issues when it comes to communicating what you are trying to propose. You feel blocked for some reason.

I’m seeing endings occurring from your past into the present moment.  You left a chapter in your life. You ended an area in your life that no longer felt like it was for you, or you couldn’t do more than you wanted to, so you had to make a decision to get out, end it, and move on. Not everyone is on the same “time line”, so the past could be occurring for you Now, or later. I feel like this is a relationship or a career for most of you. An end to a long term friendship and/or situation. You do have two “family” cards here. The 10 of Pentacles and the 10 of Cups. You’ve done all you could and now the old phase needs to be released so that you can focus on something fresh and new.

Within your subconscious. you want to connect with someone specific or connect with people on a deeper level. But it as though you’re both looking in two different directions. You can’t see eye to eye. I’m seeing for some of you that you both want this, and you have tried repeatedly. The man keeps looking at what he has… so the man could be only focused on the woman or focused on himself (self absorbed— Personal issues can cause this), while the woman holds space for him but is looking around wondering what else is out there.

Further on in March, I’m seeing an offer being presented to you. For a lot of you, this deals with a new job, making money, a new client, or taking a course to further your education or to begin to bring in money for the family; up your income as in a promotion. Remain strong in your abilities to prosper and persevere.  There may be multiple challenges in the beginning but you will be able to get through them and come out very successful. Try not to hold back when it comes to your own knowledge and your skills. It is these two things that will set you apart from the rest.

Have a Wonderful March!

Blessed Be to You and Yours!

RJ Worrell



I have been reading the Tarot since 2004. I have extensive knowledge of Symbolism, Numerology, Colors, Dream Interpretation, Astrology, The After Life, Rituals, and Energy Work. Mostly self taught through experiences and experimentation. I don’t read books based on these subjects, other than Astrology. I find it more personal and powerful to come to your own conclusions through analysis.