Libra Full Moon April 19th

Full Moon Libra April 19, 2019

Let thy Justice Be Done!

What have you initiated and what is drawing to a close in your life? What kind of adjustments have you made in your life?  Since the last full Moon in Libra on March 20th, many of us have been through some major shifts and changes. With a bit of heavy, foggy energy, then a speeding up of energy, then back to the grind. It’s been pretty tumultuous for us!!! Endings had to be made, beginnings had to be initiated, and now where do we stand on this next phase in our life? If you have not began to initiate and act accordingly the energy may become tough for you in the coming months.

There was a need to seek balance. Some of you had to make adjustments when it came to your lifestyle. Either between your own needs and the needs of others, Between work and a social/family life, within your career and what you wanted to focus on and present, within your health, as well as your relationships.  I’m noticing that there may have been frustration when it comes to a workable combination, due to the fact that you may have been bouncing back and forth in between extremes. Not being able to make up your mind when it comes to sticking to one thing, or sticking to one decision. And, there has been some pretty heavy decisions to be made. This requires one to detach emotionally in order to weigh the pros and cons, Or else you will keep yourself in a cycle of confusion.

Libra Merging to Scorpio

There is tension escalating, as we are right on the verge of Libra going into Scorpio. Libra Balances and Scorpio Transforms. The energy has been as though we are climbing up a roller coaster and once we move into Scorpio the energy takes off like a bat out of hell. We will then have to tend to keeping on course! Not allowing obstacles to prevent us from moving forward or within this energy- Veering off the track! We Definitely do not need some type of “Final Destination” scenario occurring, but what isn’t truly meant for us will surely announce that it’s the wrong path. Hopefully, at this point you have gotten most of your ducks in a row and have your plans in hand. There will be Shocks and Surprises to come and you will want to be prepared! Do not give up if and when you encounter issues, become stimulated by them. Use the energy to conquer and get things done! Moderation and being patient with others when required will help to keep things from blowing out of proportion.

There could be conflicts with close family members at this time that need to be resolved. You may notice that your loved ones become much more emotionally demanding than usual. They may feel as though they have been “wronged” somehow or you may feel this way as well. There is a deep desire to DO something about it. This can cause a radically unexpected change with them and within the circumstances. For many, I am seeing something to do with contracts or papers. You are either handing them over or receiving them. Some of you are inquiring in a dominant way about said papers or contracts. Not backing down. This will have a profound impact on your personal life. What has been hidden and waiting is being revealed.

Many of you will have this strong sense of self-control. You will begin to feel (if you haven’t yet) very ambitious about your desires. Being on the verge of transformative Scorpio you seek deep change in your circumstances. Mostly, within your relationships, connections, and finally achieving the peaceful balance to move into your next level of success. Definitely, allow yourself to immerse into your emotions, but keep steady on the surface. Get ready for the Transformative Energy to come!

Blessed Be to You and Yours!

RJ Worrell


April 2019 / Air Elemental Readings

Image by Philip Carr- Gomm

Welcome to April, Air Signs!! This month I conducted a Collective Elemental Read, then conducted readings per sign. Be Sure to check out your Rising and Moon Signs. For those that are interested in my Personal Experiences and getting to know all about me, I posted my First blog titled “Spirituality… it’s seriously not a trend” Snoop around and Ye shall find! 😉 Now on with the show!

Collectively: You guys are in serious need of support. During this time, some of you have been going through a slow process of healing. Others, have been going through a phase of trial and error. Unanimously, you require help. You may be unrealistic when it comes to what you expect. The happiness that you deserve is being delayed and/or blocked at this time due to current conditions. For some of you, This delay is actually being caused by your lack of action. Though I do see that you will be (if you haven’t yet) taking the steps to seek justice. Most of you may even seek out a lawyer or someone who can help you to make this change that you’re desiring. You are best off by not fighting, by not engaging in a petty and childish situation where no one wins. Walk away. Find a different solution. I’m seeing you struggling to change the course of events or you having no control over the outcome. Releasing control is hard for you. You are being told to stand your ground, defend yourself and your beliefs well. Stay strong and firm… Do not allow anyone to rattle you.

Aquarius- I KNOW

Aquarius-You guys have been going through a long, slow process. You actually received a few of the same cards as the collective did. You’ve been working through some very heavy emotions and thoughts and trying to come up with a solution. You’re going through a healing phase. This cannot be rushed. This is the type of phase that MUST be worked through in it’s entirety. And you will just feel and KNOW when the phase is over. It’s as though you are moving through a thick fog. Some of you are dabbling in alcohol and possibly drugs at this time. That’s how heavy this energy is that you feel the need to turn to something to try to take the edge off or to numb you for the time being. This is not for all of you. You will not stay in this place either… As I see that in April, that you will make changes to get you out of this situation. You will make the decision to leave behind negative forces… I’m seeing that this is being brought on by other people. You want to be treated better than you have been. You’re becoming much braver through this process. You need to leave the arguing behind. The power struggles get you nowhere. You need to reach out to someone who can help you. If you do, I’m seeing you coming out of this fog, thinking clearly, seeing clearly… You will be so very proud of yourself!! Your soul connection is waiting.

Gemini- I THINK

Gemini- I’m hearing, “Fun time’s OVER!”… It’s YOU thinking this, and saying this about other people. You’re sick of it! You’ve had enough! You’re at the point of getting ready to explode, if you haven’t yet. I’m seeing you being cautious and feeling as though you have to watch what other people are doing. You don’t trust them. It’s very exhausting!! In the past, I’m seeing you feeling as though someone has DESTROYED something of yours, could be literally physical items, or your own happiness… you may have been deceived by someone or betrayed. Well, no longer!! You’re taking matters into your own hands like a BOSS! 😉 You have nothing to fear. You will feel as though you have changed through the night. Hitting the lowest of the low has caused you to shift, from someone who felt hopeless to someone that feels strong and powerful. Some of you may have reached out to someone older and more in charge to help you in this situation. There will be emotional messages sent and said in April. There is some unfinished business going on. It’s needs to be taken care of first in order to move on. Depending upon your situation, you need to fix it in the best way possible to not leave a negative energy behind. Negative feeds more negative. You can end a situation in a positive or neutral way so that you and the other aren’t spending excess time wishing hell on the other, not feeling angry when they or you think of the other and what has happened. You don’t have to like each other.. But life is better lived with no hatred seething behind backs. 😉 It will take a while… but everything will turn around in time.

Libra- I BALANCE

Libra- It’s as though you’ve been sleeping for a while and someone is knocking on your door… luring you out of this deep slumber… you go in and out of R.E.M…. But you haven’t quite woken up. It’s time. Forget who you’ve ever been, or what other people have labeled you. You’ve been working through  painful issues. During this time, you’ve also been separating yourself from certain people and situations. And yet you’re still holding back.  Why?? What are you afraid of? I see some of you attempting to move backwards, but you will be stopped. Uncertainty. It’s time to move forward. It’s time to flow with the current and not against it. You will begin to notice that when you release control it will become much easier for you in every way. Don’t put yourself in a box. Don’t give yourself too many rules to live by. Respect yourself more. Trust in yourself. You have everything you need at this time to begin. To attempt to do as you wish with your life. To be exactly as you want to be. Communicate your desires to the universe. Physically take action. Don’t hold yourself back.  I’m seeing someone coming in, Could be a water sign (Cancer, Pisces, Scorpio), or they will act with compassion and attempt to give you loving guidance. I’m also seeing the opposite where this person will come to you for guidance when it comes to a family member or long term situation that needs to be put to rest. Whatever this may be for you, it’s the moment you’ve been waiting for.

Have an Amazing April!! Blessed Be to You and Yours!

RJ Worrell

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April 2019 / Earth Elemental Reading

Painting by Dina Dargo


Welcome to April, Earth Signs!! This month I conducted a Collective Elemental Read, then conducted readings per sign. Be Sure to check out your Rising and Moon Signs. For those that are interested in my Personal Experiences and getting to know all about me, I posted my First blog titled “Spirituality… it’s seriously not a trend” Snoop around and Ye shall find! 😉 Fire and Water have been posted. The New Moon in Aries post is the energy for this week. Now on with the show!



Collectively:
I’m seeing you Physically moving away, and/or moving away from difficulties. If you’re not physically moving away, some of you have thoughts of moving from where you’re currently at. It’s not where you want to be. Disappointments have been many. You long to get back into positive energy and to go with the flow in a peaceful manner. You need to focus on what YOU can do and what you can offer. Focus on how you can get back the security that you’re aiming for. Believe in yourself and persevere through this energy. Internally, you may be overly emotional. Cut off and cold. It’s from the issues that you have been through. Externally, you’re showing stress. You’re not really hiding how you feel or the problems that you’re dealing with to your closest friends and family. You are communicating with them about what you’ve been going through. There are slow changes coming about in your life. These are emotional changes. You’re attempting to move forward, but this won’t come on rapidly. You will conquer your situation by releasing control on how timely what you want comes to you. You do need to go with the flow of events on a day to day basis. Try not to go from A to Z too quickly. It doesn’t work that way. I’m seeing you struggling when it comes to certain friends or a community of people. They may not understand where you’re coming from or agree with what you’re doing. This can add to the stress you’re experiencing. Don’t worry too much about others, just focus on your yourself. There is the energy of delay, but you will get to where you need to be.


C A P R I C O R N- As I was shuffling I heard, “When in doubt, Strike it out”.  You want to begin a course of action. For a lot of you this is about a relationship. Someone you met in the past you felt an instant connection to. Your souls know each other. You’ll full of hope. You have a crush. It’s a new beginning. The problem is that some of you already belong to someone else. You will feel like you have to turn down this offer and to try and move on from them, but you’ll be stuck thinking about them constantly if you do this. Others want to make a major change in their life. You have met with someone who can help you achieve this goal. But, there seems to be an issue as well as a delay when it comes to getting started. This could be financial for some of you. You may not have the funds to begin. You are told to search for the information, to find a solution to your problem. Keep your wits about you. Your emotions in check. Try not to obsess over the fact that you may be currently stuck. Focus more on how to get out of the blocked situation. The answer is there.

T A U R U S- As I was shuffling I heard, “you WISH you knew me!” You know that you are a rare individual. There’s many that don’t know the real you. But you also hold yourself up high and choose the ones who you invite into your private world. You may have experienced someone or quite a few people recently who have treated you, or spoken to you in a such a way that you didn’t deserve. If they only knew how amazing you are. I’m seeing some of them talking to you in such a way as if they think you don’t know much. They are being condescending. Now, you’re ready to show them exactly who you are. To take back what is yours. In the past you hid certain aspects of yourself. Even if others were showing off their talents and skills… their assets. You hid yours more closely to your chest. Only bringing them out when required. Just barely. You’re currently on a mission. Devotedly dedicated to this mission. This could be within your career for many of you. But this is a showing of physical things. You’re going to showcase your worth. In April, I see you doing something spontaneous. It’s as though you put on a blindfold and spin the wheel. Whatever comes up, you’re doing it! Some of you will be using your intuition to “spin this wheel”. My advice to you is that you’ve come a LONG way to get to this point. You most likely are exhausted. But there’s a bit more work to do and you know this. Stay strong and take breaks when needed. You may not know where this is leading to, but no matter how crazy things may seem, you’re doing what you’re meant to be doing. Don’t question it. See where this takes you.

V I R G O- I feel like you guys are in a restrictive energy. You’re coming out of this. You may have been tempted to cheat in some way to try and get out of this energy. Something or someone was about to be taken away from you. For some of you this has actually happened. Try not to do something underhanded, but rather utilize your intelligence in a healthy manner for coming up with a tactic. I’m seeing in the past that you come from a place of stability and security. Though, at times, even if this was satisfying, you felt that something was a miss. You didn’t feel complete. I see you coming together with another and forming an agreement. They are on the same page as you. A trusted Advisor. In April, You will become more confident and making the changes needed. I’m seeing exciting travel for some of you. Others will be moving. Projects will begin. You are told to have a plan, set your course, and know where to go. You can’t return to what was. You have to focus ahead. Be Mature and Responsible. Organize what you need to in great detail. This reminds me of a portfolio… If you have an idea or a business plan you will need to showcase your ideas and explain them. With Financial situations, you need to show a list of purchases, why they were purchased, and the date. These are just examples that will help to get things moving along. Whatever it is, you are required to be precise. This will help for you to get back to a much more joyful and light energy.


Have an Amazing April!!
Blessed Be to You and Yours!
RJ Worrell

April 2019 / Water Elemental Reading

Welcome to April, Water Signs!! This month I conducted a Collective Elemental Read, then conducted readings per sign. Be Sure to check out your Rising and Moon Signs. For those that are interested in my Personal Experiences and getting to know all about me, I posted my First blog titled “Spirituality… it’s seriously not a trend” Snoop around and Ye shall find! 😉 On IG it’s in my Highlights. Now on with the show!

Collectively: You guys are Still in a state of disappointment and needing to move on. I believe you had the same message the last time I checked in. You’ve been focused on what went wrong or what you cannot have. Instead of focusing on where to go from here.  You are being told to come together, communicate, listen, and compromise… just be. Make an agreement. You will meet with someone you feel a camaraderie to and will easily relate to the other.You must nurture the connection. This is a time for growing and expanding instead of dwelling. Internally, you didn’t get what you hoped for or really wanted. Wishes rejected, ignored. Externally, you’re acting as though you’re fine and over it. Attempting to work through your thoughts. You’ll be striving to understand what needs to be done and trying not to allow your emotions to rule your actions at this time. You may struggle with getting things going or trying to get another on board with your vision. You may be losing hope, but not all is lost. Keep the faith!

Cancer – I FEEL

Cancer- I’m seeing you wanting to “get something off of the ground” and going. In the past you were communicating often and trying to gain as much information as possible. Looking at all of your options, trying to make an informed decision on the matter. You will be having a meeting with another to discuss your plans. You’re ready to become a Pioneer and take on the challenge. ** Tuned in message:  I see you Crabs standing on the edge of a cliff, with your hands rested on your hips, your chest out, your cape flying! Haha You’re trying to own your world! Putting your foot down. Taking a stand. Some of you may be about to tackle a risky challenge, But you’re ready to rumble! You’ll feel as though you have it all under control and on your side. You’ll feel like a winner or very Proud of yourself. You’re looking toward a desired result, and for most of you it will deal with your Finances. With Patience and gradual advancement, successful achievement will be on it’s way. ** However, in April, It as though you’re stalling. For some of you, the situation is at a standstill. As it is at a standstill, there are issues bubbling up behind you. This could be your own emotions that you’re allowing to backup. But there are definitely things going on behind the scenes as you “sit in silence”. You are surrounded by a strong protective energy where you have the powerful potential to benefit those around you with this decision. You’re having to push past boundaries and rules that may be in place. As long as you keep heading forward and your eyes on your goal, you will be successful.

Pisces- I BELIEVE

Pisces- Not being listened to… You guys are being very strong. I’m seeing you speaking with someone in the past about your plans and they didn’t take it very well. You were discussing something you really wanted to invest effort and time into. They didn’t think it was a good idea. They may even of tried to dictate your own thoughts and emotions, trying to make you feel small and maybe even question yourself. Some of you were simply denied this meeting of the minds. Others were denied financial assistance. You felt stuck and blocked. But now, you’re going to take it all on yourself. You won’t let them stop you. Even though you will have a lot to take on, and tasks to complete, you will do so because you really want this change in your life. Keep your focus on what you’re trying to achieve, The positives within this situation, and this will help you to see clearly so that you will know how to maneuver around any obstacles. There will not be instant gratification. *** Extra Message when I was tuning in… It is as though you are floating in the air, outwardly in a manner of Zen, but yet you know you’re on the edge of something huge. Some of you may not even be able to “put your finger on it”. You’re in the middle of your own destiny shifting. Weighing the pros and cons. Individually, of course. There is a profoundly spiritual energy taking place. There is no loneliness in one’s own bubble. You’re going deeper. Distractions come and go as though they are all a blur. After introspection the planning stages will occur. Just don’t become impulsive, like a lion finally let out of a cage.

Scorpio- I Transform

Scorpio- The first feeling I got with your reading is “Giving up.”. Giving up the fight. Giving up the struggle. Not able to keep things going. You are unable to keep up the demands of someone/something, this could be two different things or two different people. For some of you, You may have been trying to get them to compromise or come together in harmony. This could be you and another as well, if you’ve had a disagreement or a falling out. No follow through. In the past you’re coming from a place of being very hopeful about getting your wishes granted. I’m seeing many bills coming in too fast. Your hard earned money disappearing before you even see it. Especially, if you have direct deposit. I am seeing you struggling and needing help. You will begin reaching out to a support system. Someone who can help you to put the pieces together when it comes to your situation and condition. You will be opening up to another about how you’re feeling and what you want. I’m seeing some of you needing to learn a new skill or take a course. You will put more effort into self care and placing more value on yourself. You can manifest your desires. You need to take control of your situation and do what needs to be done. The power is actually in your hands. I’m seeing long term stability occurring for you once you take a new chance.

Have an Amazing April!! Blessed Be to You and Yours!

RJ Worrell



April 2019 / Fire Elemental Reading

Welcome to April, Fire Signs! This month I conducted a Collective Elemental Read, then conducted readings per sign. Be Sure to check out your Rising and Moon Signs. For those that are interested in my Personal Experiences and getting to know all about me, I posted my First blog titled “Spirituality… it’s seriously not a trend” Snoop around and Ye shall find! 😉 On IG it’s in my Highlights. Now on with the Show!

Collectively : I’m seeing that you had a decision to make, but wasn’t facing it out of fear. Some of you are still going through this. This is changing. Your Collective lesson for the month deals with Support. You may need to find it within yourself first, but you have more support than you realize out there. You need to be honest and fair with yourself, your goals and with others. Internally, you’re budding with inspiration and new ideas. You want to begin something that will bring excitement into your life. Renewal of passion. But externally, you’re holding yourself back. This could be due to insecurities or a fear of instability. You will struggle when it comes to others. Possibly someone trying to outshine you or start an argument. You may even know this as to why you hold yourself back. BE BOLD, be BRAVE and COURAGEOUS!! That’s how you are naturally!! There is no need to be perfect immediately… Do what you feel you should…. Stop paying attention to your thoughts so much. You may regret it if you don’t just make this change. It will change how you feel about yourself and the energy of your situation will drop past emotional baggage… It’s time to Show them what you got!


A R I E S :  Communication is a big theme for you from now through April. You may be rushing in too quickly. You have a strong desire to say what you need to say. There may have been certain things on your mind for a while now, and you no longer can hold yourself back. Be careful not to express yourself in a careless manner. You can get straight to the point in a more respectful way. There is a better chance for others to listen to you, and to entertain consideration of your opinions. It is as though you have had two opposing advisors — your thoughts & your emotions. You still have a huge decision to make that will change the course of your life. You were filled with all of these ideas and future projections of success, you were contemplating a different path from your current one… What if??? You’re right not to just jump into this decision quickly. You may need time first to step back and to investigate certain aspects to what you desire and trying to change. In April, You’ll be taking it one step at a time, day by day, one thing at a time, and with each task that you complete, you will be one step closer to a feeling of more trust, more security and a much better inner knowing that you’re on the right path. You will begin building the steps towards your future. You need to express your feelings openly, to test the waters, You need to harmonize what you want with what is possible or available. Even if it’s something small at the time, it will grow. Just like a seed being planted. Keep in mind that during this time you’re just figuring out what changes to make, how you would like to conduct these changes, trying different options or avenues and feeling into what you want. Communicate your emotions, your thoughts, and work through your own personal energy. You may not know exactly where you are going or where you will end up. But by doing this it will help to bring you much closer to others. *** Happy Birthday, Aries!!! Here’s a Special Message- Something that happened 12 years ago is returning. This could be a person, a situation, or reviving a dream. Possible second chances. For some of you who have begun planting your seeds 12 years ago, you will finally see the rewards. This time around the energy will flow smoothly and peacefully. I’m seeing you feeling quite calm. You will stand firm in your Element. Normally, Aries is a fighter or a Passionate Lover… But with this new Moon in your sign standing in between two Libra full moons, you are becoming balanced and strong at this time. The color Green could be very significant for you at this time. I’m seeing this with the Heart Chakra. Physical items. This is also literally your “Green light” to forge ahead. PROSPERITY, It surrounds you now. I’m seeing your manifestations coming to life. This period could trigger a desire to travel and a need for inner development.


L E O : Unsatisfied and wanting to move on… Leo, Yours begins in the way that the collective does. You’re not wanting to face something at this time. I’m seeing you receiving a message of opportunity, an invitation to do something exciting and possibly brand new, but it’s as though you don’t trust it. In the past, you spent a lot of time collecting information and investigating. I get this feeling that it’s irritating some of you. I’m seeing you minding your own business, just doing your thing, and it’s as though you have this pesky rodent just eating away at your cheese. Lol Sorry. For some of you, no matter how many times you try to shoo it away, it just comes back. Just pay attention to what you’re trying to accomplish in April. You Lion’s are truly about to set shit on FIRE! Let’s hope not literally! You may be beginning to clearly see who you truly are and/or what you’re made of. Your Confidence will be at an ultimate high around this time. You will know what you want and nothing will stop you from getting it! If you are competing for something others desire as well, you will be fearless, which will in turn secretly intimidate the competition. You will become so focused on yourself, your goals, your accomplishments, that you won’t even notice when others have walked away or gave up. Get ready to hit your mark! It’s time to throw off your robe and bare all!


S A G I T T A R I U S :  Three main things stick out at this time… Your Dreams, Figuring out What you want and/or who you are and Long term Friendships. Currently, you’re thinking about all of the possibilities for your future. There hasn’t seem to be much, if any, real movement on this. Stalling energy. You need to get over past issues and disappointments. There is a time out … during this time you will spend time thinking about what life YOU want to now live. Making a plan. Turning to long term friends…  They will play an imperative role for you around this time. The strong connections you’ve made through out the years that are so firmly rooted into your own existence will stand beside and behind you. There may be something that you’ve wanted to do for so long and they have supported you when you have felt less confident. You know who you can trust to support you again. For those of you that don’t have many friends, there is a group of people waiting to be formed by you. They will feel like “home”… a very comfortable resonance. The Best ones can be found in the oddest of places. I’m seeing your friend pulling favors and gathering resources to help you during this time. You’re not alone. Reach out to these people and you will be surprised at what you can accomplish!!

Have an Amazing April!! Blessed Be to You and Yours!!

RJ Worrell


Spirituality… It’s seriously not a Trend.

I’m not trying to hate on anyone with this blog post, I can truly feel that some of them are very good people inside, but this has been slightly bothersome to me for almost 3 years, at the point when “Spirituality” completely blew up. For one thing, we are constantly flooded with fake news, and when so many hopped on the spiritual train, then attempted to take it somewhere else, I couldn’t help but to laugh in the beginning as it all seemed quite ludicrous to me.

Monk in meditation

Truly spiritual people do not care what their hair or nails look like. We do not make appointments to spend time at a salon. That is a waste of time to us. We utilize that time to go deeper internally. We do not care what we are wearing. We do not care to own a bunch of THINGS. We do not tout that we just attended Yoga, snapping shots for all to see. We actually do the least amount of physical activity as possible. At times, we may even neglect our physical selves. We do have our human moments, as we are alive as well… just far from as much as the general society. It is within my human moments, that last around 10 minutes, when I will flip open up a catalogue or go online, purchase a few items and then they end up sitting in my closet forever. Getting dressed on a daily basis consists of grabbing the first things at the top of a pile and then going inside of myself. Comfort Trumps Beauty 99% of the time.

Back in 2004, I went through a Year of what I refer to as a “Shamanism Phase”. I did not and do not spend my time reading text after text of literature explaining to me technical knowledge. I just EXPERIENCE it, work through the energy, gaining real life wisdom to then help others. You will never see or hear me repeating someone else. Though, I have been asked at times if I have read the material of certain individual’s since my conclusions were along the lines of theirs. My reply was simply, “I guess they are correct then!” If these individual’s were coming up with what I had, then they themselves have experience.

During my Shamanism Phase, I immersed myself in the Symbolism of Tarot. I spent about 14 hours a day in deep study. There were times when my Oldest son, who at that time was about 9 years old, would remind to to eat. Yes, My child had to remind me. Especially, when it got past 2-3 days. I wasn’t paying attention to my physical body, aside from the robotic daily shower, doing what I needed to do for my children, then quickly getting back to my studies. I found myself irritated and would grab a few pretzels, crunch them down and say, “There.” Next….. This went on for about a year. Every day would seem as though I was living in a fog. Physical activities appeared to be a blur.

Computer Monitor of the 90’s- early 2000’s

I remember the day I came out of this experience. I was sitting in front of my computer and I went to grab a candle that was on top of my Monitor. Our Monitors back then were chunky pieces of technology that took up space. As I was reaching for the candle I saw my wrist. At first, I thought it was someone else’s wrist and had a few seconds of confusion and disbelief, as I blinked my eyes and realized it was my own. How SKINNY I had become!!!! I didn’t choose when I entered into this “shamanism phase” nor when I exited. But, it was that very night that I had exited. I ran to the bathroom and fully looked myself over. I had been clearly on the edge of death. I didn’t recognize myself. Underneath my eyes was shallow skin of blackness. My physical body looking like a skeleton. Being on the edge of death allows for the individual to live more so in between dimensions to experience certain things that a human really shouldn’t. I will straight out send the warning— DO NOT do this on purpose! I didn’t do it on purpose, and it would be irresponsible and foolish to put yourself in this position just to experience what I am talking about.

Throughout my whole life I have gone in and out of experiences that I could never really explain or speak about to those that surrounded me. My family and most of my friends would not understand. I didn’t even completely understand what was happening to me and why. I’ve been asked by friends who were very interested in what I would speak about “why didn’t I just go and look it up at the library” as a child. Well, when you are brought up in a family of 7 older people who keep telling you that it’s your imagination, you’re making up stories, you’re trying to get attention and that what you’re experiencing isn’t real…. and you are told this repeatedly you start to believe them and think what you’re experiencing doesn’t exist, and that you just might be crazy. I’m going to give an embellished example, so that those that have never experienced anything outlandish can understand… Say you were to see a floating bottle of ketchup. Then you go to tell your family members, of whom are supposed to love and support you that a ketchup bottle was floating in mid air. Your point of telling them is so that you can get answers and feel ok inside. They tell you something like, “WHAT?!?!? That did NOT happen! Stop it!!” Then you are left with the confusion of knowing what you saw and having no one to turn to for answers or to make yourself feel better. Now, Imagine this happens repeatedly for years and years. It kind of reminds me of gas-lighting… only those that do that to another know what they are doing.

The point of me sharing my experiences is because I know damn well that there are others out there that have gone through almost the same thing as myself. Those that had no one to turn to. I have many experiences to share… real experiences and not embellished examples. I know that my blog post started as one entity and merged into what it has become. This is meant to be. This is right on time. This is me and my story. I have so much more to say. This is just the beginning.

I will end this posting with the definition of Spirituality:

It’s not about your Material collection and what you look like.

I would love to begin communicating with the Souls who have experienced things that could not be explained to them. There’s much more to come.

Blessed Be to You and Yours!

RJ Worrell

Through all of my moving around I am left with one.

PS… Things are different with my family now. It may have been triggered when I was about 25 and conducted my first spell. (you MUST do intensive study prior to dabbling!!) What I did seemed to prove the unbelievable to them. It wasn’t even meant to do that. It wasn’t even meant for them. But what it did changed my parent’s perception enough that when they came back from a vacation they had gifted me something I never in my life thought they would… Pentacle earrings. I cried tears of relief. Massive weight off of my shoulders. That moment meant more to me than ANYTHING to this day. I had nothing left to prove to anyone any longer. They prepped me for adulthood. Little did I know that I would be doing what I am as an adult. 😉 Everything happens for a reason.


Aries New Moon, Break Out of Your Mold! April 5th, 2019

This is the best New Moon to get things STARTED!! I felt compelled to get this out as soon as possible since so many have already begun to experience and go through this process. When it comes to the Sign of Aries, we are gifted a burst of inspiration and passion within ourselves and our lives. Aries, is also spontaneous and about the SELF.

I am noticing looking at the Transit Chart that the Sun, Moon, Mercury, Venus, Neptune and Chiron are all in the First house around this New Moon. The chart shows us hanging out in one tight spot. Anytime you try and divert your attention elsewhere you will be brought right back to get things done and headed in the direction you have neglected or put to the side. At first, this reminded me of placing rubber bands over your fingers. As I was mulling over the energy trying to articulate what I was feeling a friend of mine texted me saying, “The Cat’s out of the bag!”. She had never used this phrase since I’ve known her. I was on a search to find a good example of what I was seeing. I found many different variations of playing with rubber bands, came across this particular picture, it was the closest thing I could find. Guess what the name of the game is called…. The Cat’s cradle. 😉

Validation, that for many “the Cat will be out of the bag!” Literally…. Secrets being revealed, Wants being identified, Goals being brought out into the open.

Then I was feeling this state of frustration… You’re trying to break free from a confined state. Going from black and white and bursting into color. Breaking free out of a box. A state that you’ve been stuck in for a long time. Reminiscent of this clip in “Take on Me” by Aha…

The Energy I’m feeling by looking at the chart. (Aha – Take on Me)

During this time you may notice that your mind, body, and soul is much more sensitized than normal as you move towards a higher Level of energy. You may absorb the mood of those around you quite easily, causing your disposition to become mercurial as a result. Welcome to the world of being an Empath for those that aren’t naturally this way! 😉 For the rest of us, we may have to practice blocking energy if we choose to at this time. This transit can add a mysterious aura to the way that you project yourself to others. You will become less practical and more idealistic, dreamy, and sensitive. Some of you may find the mundane concerns of life too boring to grab your attention! Some may feel less confident, as their direction in life is uncertain; others may attune themselves to a stronger spiritual purpose. Watch out for those that may manipulate and create a type of “woah is me” victim mentality to get you to do their bidding… they are just playing on your emotions. Make sure that you as well, don’t fall into this trap.

You will not want to deny yourself of anything during this time! You’re ready to roll on a pleasure seeking adventure to satisfy your senses. This is a very good period in which you are more inclined to speak up about matters that you previously were only thinking about. Your self-expression will happen naturally and easily. Relationships with siblings, neighbors, classmates, and casual friends may become more prominent in your life now. It is likely that you will initiate discussions during this period, evaluate your appearance and the impact you have on those around you, as well as connect with others rather than to stay chained to any one place or activity.

This is the time to be direct and to communicate your needs and interests. You are more inclined to talk about yourself and your personal past now. This may also be a restless time when it is difficult to turn the thinking process off when it would be better to relax! It is an especially fruitful time for any endeavor that requires dealing with words, ideas, and facts. Your demeanor is more youthful, perhaps mischievous, lighthearted, and non-threatening so that others may be more inclined to turn to you for advice or pleasant conversation. Using the power of words to attract what you want or to further your interests works best for you now. Manifestation is Dominating this Phase in Time.

You will feel compelled to drop all fear and go for that individual that you’ve had your eye on for a while. Or to have a Conversation to clear the air… communicating all that you’ve ever felt and have gone through. This is HUGE for getting out there and telling your own story! You may even begin to write that book you’ve been putting off to the side. Or to finally dig that manuscript or great idea out from “under the piles of dust” and submit it. Courage is STRONG is at this time. The Desire to be as free as possible reigns! Wield Your Scepter and put on your crown. Many Personal transformations are underway and will Powerfully change your life!

Ignite your Fire! It’s time to surprise everyone! And, maybe even shock yourself. 😉

Blessed Be to You and Yours!

RJ Worrell


The Doors – Light My Fire

Transit Chart For your Viewing.