Aries, Leo & Sagittarius- December Fire Elemental Reading.

Welcome to December, Fire Signs! This reading is for Aries, Leo & Sagittarius. This is a general Reading. Be sure to read your Rising and Moon Signs as well. You may venture to Astro.com to find out your ASC (Rising) and Moon.

With the Lenormand, your main focus for December is on your Health (Mental and Spiritual). Not so much Physical health. Though I must state that when your Mental and Spiritual Health is in need of help it will seep into your Physical body to become more known if you do nothing about it. You could end up physically ill. I’m seeing Stress building up causing restlessness. This is eating away at you over a period of time. It’s becoming imperative to do something about it. For some of you, you may be dealing with the Government, Judicial system or an organization that is placing boundaries and restrictions upon you. This could be a social media platform as well; algorithms, banned hashtags, banned keywords. Apparently, now on FB if you use the word Tarot, then no one is going to see your post accept for yourself. Shadow banning.  I’m seeing things changing for you, though you may have to plan in advance how you will go about either getting what you want or fixing the situation. There is a solution here for you. You either know this or will find this out sooner rather than later. Some of you may be dealing with a Masculine individual who has mental/emotional issues… There is this Karmic cycle that they have to go through and it causes them to carry this heavily conflicted energy. I feel them being able to get the help that they desperately need. There is a wish coming true for you, that has been long held to be given when the time is right.

When it comes to the Tarot:

First things first! Your reading is being DOMINATED by Cups. I have 8 cards placed before me; 6 are Cups; One is The Moon… ALL of these are about your emotions, intuition and your emotional life. You have two majors- The Magician and the Moon. This is all within your own control, my Wicked Souls. 😉

You’re coming into December either walking away from unsatisfactory circumstances, turning your back on someone or what once was. I feel as though you carry a heavy burden on your shoulders. Some of you may feel as though you must do this all on your own without seeking help. There is this energy of experiencing a burn out or nearing a burn out. You’ve reached this point of letting go. 8 is the number of strength and courage to do what must be done against all odds. You’re seeking change in your life brought upon by emotional boredom, inertia and dissatisfaction with the status quo. You’re Looking back on past experiences to see where to go from here.

Others can see the way that you’re feeling; you’re definitely not hiding this! People may be trying to get together with you, invite you out somewhere, emailing, texting, calling,… but you have no desire to accept or reach back out. If you do reach back out, it can take you days to weeks to get back to them. It’s as though there is nothing they can do that will motivate you. I feel as though your focus is on the past, or what has not come about for you. This is a “wallowing” type of energy. Possibly intense sadness for some. I’m hearing, “not taking a chance…. What is the point?” So, yes, past disappointment got you to this place. You don’t want your time wasted anymore. Even if someone were to be honest about what they are offering you, even if it were from someone you care about and trust, you’re blocking them out. It’s a defense mechanism. You’re trying to protect yourself. Subconsciously, you’re protecting yourself, physically you may be unwavering and numb.

The Blockage of your desires and goals could come from another individual. This person could be a water sign (Cancer, Pisces, Scorpio), if it is not yourself. This person has a tendency to become overemotional because they are internalizing their feelings for a long period of time before they show them. When they do release their emotions it comes out of the blue quickly surprising the other person. It feels like a roller coaster- it’s very tumultuous and unpredictable. They could be trying to pull you back in- afraid they will lose you. I feel as though you have pretty much worn your heart on your sleeve and have been taken advantage of one too many times. You want to care for and protect those you love and people seem entirely selfish. Or it’s a specific individual that has been selfish. Continually taking from you and not really giving back. Possibly only reaching out when they need help, but never reaching out to ask how you’re doing and to catch up. It’s always about them and their problems. That could why some of you are cut off. YOU are choosing to cut people out who use you. I commend you! 🙂 Don’t feel bad, if you’re doing this. You have to put yourself first from here on out.

I’m seeing you taking control of your life and with what is going on. You’re looking to get things done and squared away. Be sure to delegate certain tasks to others. Specifically, tasks that are trivial and would take away time needed for more important things on your list. Say, you’ve picked up more work or clients and the house is becoming a complete mess- ask your kids and/or partner to help out. You need the extra time to be directed and given to your own progress.

You may be in a dull period emotionally but, I am seeing that you need to gather hope again. Look forward to the future. Regain that sense of newness, of opportunity and excitement to get things moving. To become motivated again, turn to things that would help—- Music plays a huge role in inspiring people or a class you’ve thought about taking. I’m seeing something from the past playing a big role in this. Could be someone from the past that could inspire this new direction. You need to take time to yourself. A break. To just enjoy the moment that is free from stress or expectations.  Try simplifying your life as well. Cutting down on certain obligations, especially if you have overextended yourself.

I’m seeing you being able to work through problems and to move away from heaviness– heavy emotions. You’ll be able to communicate your needs and wants. You will be exploring a whole new path for yourself in the future. This could be a path that you have only dreamed about, but haven’t fully taken action on. You may still be unsure as to how it will all work out, but you will have this inner knowing about it propelling you forward. This is like walking on a long, dark and twisted road where you only see your feet before you… yet, you continue to walk knowing you can’t turn back.

Spirit Animal:

Aries: Moth/Earthworm- One of Air and the Other of Earth. The Moth rises above towards clarity as the Earthworm remains grounded. Moths signify to me a death is about to occur. This is usually a physical death that I will hear about in a matter of two weeks. An extremely small portion of you will hear about a physical death. keep in mind, that most deaths I hear about aren’t of people I personally know. They could be a friends uncle, or a friends boyfriends cousin. The other side of the Moth deals with a transformative state. In this case, it will be your Mind and how you think. You will be able to rise above old thought patterns that have held you in place. With the Earthworm as your Overall energy, you will be able to remain grounded as you change the way in which you think. In the Spirit Animal Oracle the Moth comes with the keywords: Impulsive, Hasty, Wishful.  This is a warning… not to head towards something that you feel will ultimately “fix” your problems or be an easy solution. This is the “grass is greener” card. ” No matter the illusion, no one is exempt from the trials and tribulations of this great journey. Practice seeing life as an infinite mystery rather than wishing it was easier or different. Looking at the card of the earthworm I feel as though you are turning and twisting into yourself. This card comes with the keywords of shy, hesitant, reluctant to share inner vision. It’s that feeling you get when you really want to do something so badly but you feel like you shouldn’t. Speak up, risk embarrassment.

Leo: Crow/Hyena — There seems like there is or will be a lot of “talk” about you and what you’re doing. Hyena’s remind me of gossipers and shit starters. Their energy is quick, nervous, as well as fearful. The Crow on the other hand is wise, psychic and strong. The Crow protects what is most important to them, what is special. The Crow also knows that the choices they make are the right ones, as they only listen to themselves. They allow their Souls and gut instinct to lead them. Crows also know their way back to specific places and faces, no matter how long they have been away. I feel as though a lot of you want to change direction in your life, you may have a plan in place already and feel that it is Exactly what you want… You know you have to face adversary on this path. You’re going to do it anyway. You’re going to protect what is most important to you. The Crow comes with the keywords: Spiritually Strong, Creative and Watchful. You will carry the gift this month for “Seeing the unseen & knowing the unknown.” which will work out well for you through the Moonlight that you will enter during your own journey. The Hyena comes with the keywords: Humor, Wit, Sarcasm. This is about the realization of unfulfilled dreams. You may have been playing it off for a while as though a specific dream meant absolutely nothing to you, when deep within it meant everything. You felt as though you couldn’t show it to others, or speak about it to others. And now, through all of the heckling of ridicule that the Hyena makes, you will fulfill this dream regardless of what other’s say or think about it.

Sagittarius: Otter/ Starfish — Both of these are of the Water Element. I feel as though you carry this longing for something or someone. You are patiently on alert… waiting. As though something (someone) is about to come around the bend, or up over the hill. You are waiting in anticipation. You may even feel this energy internally as if something big is coming. The Starfish also holds tight to something until the time comes to release the grip and move along with the current. The Starfish is alluring… you are in awe by whatever this is. Some of you may feel as though you’re under a spell of some type. I see as though you are standing there frozen. “Deer in headlights”. This is definitely something unexpected even though you feel something is coming, you won’t expect THIS. 😉 It is something completely different than from what you are thinking or imagining. The Otter comes with the keywords of: Unobstructed Joy, Playfulness, Contentment. You will be without the presence of doubt, worry, or skepticism. No more Gloominess, Sighs of woe or making excuses. The Starfish comes with the keywords of: Beautiful, Alluring, Superficial or Shallow. I feel as though the main keyword is Alluring when it comes to this particular channeling. I’m not feeling anything superficial or shallow, unless it is an energy coming from an individual in your world that is not yourself. Make sure that you are not swayed by anything other than what the core of yourself believes in or wants. You cannot take a person’s “word for it”. You must feel into your own gut instinct. You may feel mesmerized, but stay grounded the whole time.

Black Moon Oracle: 11th house/ Grand Trine- The 11th house deals with the Public eye and our associations to other’s. This is where our goals and objectives become fulfilled. This reveals to us what we achieve from the effort we have put into the past months. In this case, what you’ve been working towards is almost at it’s destination. Normally, when someone has a Grand Trine in their birth chart they are “magically” set up to become well known in their field or famous. You could have a Grand Trine in Fire; where you’re courageous, original and inspiring to others. You would then be Known in the artistic or creative field. A Grand Trine in Air; Where you’re highly intelligent and an amazing communicator. You would then be a type of motivational speaker. There’s also a Grand Trine in Earth and Water. A grand Trine brings great blessings into your life with what you’re attempting to achieve. It brings a sense of wholeness and completion. This blessing didn’t come easy for you. You had to work through some severe obstacles to get to this point in order to be rewarded. Your luck is on the verge of a major turnaround. The Universe is focused on You.

Oracle of Visions: 42/29- Card 42 is about setting a target, a goal, something to strive for, a purpose. Motivated by need or ambition, you now have something to aim for; which for most of you is success in your chosen field. It’s easy enough to dream and establish goals. The question now is whether that dream is realistically achievable, or distracting fantasy that will not come about. At times you may have dealt with feelings of despair, doubt and frustration that clouded your progress. Possibly your efforts were hampered further by other limitations– be it physically or mentally, or quite possibly outside factors played a part. Other commitments have also distracted you or competed for your time. With card 42 as the overall energy you are dealing with temptation. What you want to go after may be considered “forbidden” by others. This will be a measure of your personal willpower, character and strength. Whether to succumb or to resist will be a choice that will define you.

Hope you all have an amazing December!!

Blessed Be to You and Yours!

RJ Worrell

Aquarius, Gemini & Libra- Air Elemental Reading for December 2019.

Welcome to December, Air Signs! This reading is for Aquarius, Gemini and Libra. This is a general Reading. Be sure to read your Rising and Moon Signs as well. You may venture to Astro.com to find out your ASC and Moon.

With the Lenormand for the month of December, I am seeing Loyalty playing a huge part in your life. Close friendships or connections- Who is going to be there for you through thick and thin? Who has been there? Who can you possibly rely upon and trust? For other’s, this could be WHAT can you rely upon and trust in? But, I am definitely seeing a very loyal friend coming in this month. Someone who is dedicated and devoted to you. I’m seeing an important “lover” become more to you. This is someone who you’re either very attracted to at the moment or a person who you’re involved with…. I’m seeing things go to the next level. Other’s are stuck between two people. Stability or follow the lure of Attraction. I feel like some of you have this person at a distance. Or you have been blocked from them. You could have been “blocked” from making this connection Real. The Loyalty comes from the person that has been in your life for a long time. Then you have the new person that you feel curious to figure out. How would things end up with this person? They are an uncharted path, after all. I feel as though a decision will be made in two weeks time, or this may occur within two weeks. This is a Second chance to get things right, whatever that means for you personally.

When it comes to the Tarot, You’re coming into December transitioning through a phase where you’ve experienced betrayal, hardships and quite possibly rock bottom of a situation. Some of you have been through a depressive time period in your life. I get this feeling as though you’re looking back on everything (some of you will get to this point if you haven’t yet) and seeing it for all it truly was. You’re sifting through friendships, relationships and situations that you’ve gone through; quite literally picking it apart piece by piece. Coming to a sincerely Raw realization that you will transition from this and let it go.

“Is suffering really necessary? Yes and no. If you had not suffered as you have, there would be no depth to you as a human being, no humility, no compassion. You would not be reading this now. Suffering cracks open the shell of ego, and then comes a point when it has served its purpose. Suffering is necessary until you realize it is unnecessary.”

-Eckhart Tolle

Other’s see you as someone willing to compromise and make sacrifices for the good of all. At times, it’s necessary to do this; but other times, it leaves you vulnerable to be taken advantage of. Put your foot down. I’m seeing you communicating about the future with someone. You’re attempting to lay down foundations and put plans into place. I feel as though there are 3 people involved. Two people may be discussing you before you become aware of what is headed towards you. They are communicating about what part you’ll play in their own plan. You are also discussing another individual with someone. So, in essence, you’re being discussed about while you’re discussing someone as well. You both could be talking about each other at the same time and not even know about it. Then again, How could you know unless you’re there. In this card, there is an individual who has their back turned away from the two people, focused on their work. They have no idea what is going on behind them. You’re being “Checked out”, monitored, watched, discussed. Your “hidden” potential is coming to the surface to be revealed and seen. You’re being noticed for what you can do or for who you truly are.

I’m feeling a lack of freedom blocking you. You could feel internally that you have to do something a specific way, be a specific way, and thus your progression seems to stop. This could be caused by procrastination or a fear of failure. Which in actuality, it is the fear of failing that causes the procrastination. I feel as though you just want to BE and DO, like a child feeling so much freedom to dream their biggest dream and truly feel as though they could be/accomplish anything on earth! Then you have the “negative ones” come in and say things like, “Are you nuts?? That can’t happen! You can’t do that! Get back to reality and grow up.” Growing up has nothing to do with this dream of yours. 😉 Communicate as openly as possible and allow yourself to be who you truly are. Be mindful as well as grounded. You can do a personal inventory periodically to help achieve and to keep things on a solid footing.

Be honest with yourself and with other’s at this time. I’m seeing you making the necessary changes in a sneaky manner. Circumstances are causing you to become slightly dishonest, secretive, or you may be “shortchanging” others. You are attempting to achieve something at all costs. Let me just state that most of you don’t want to be this way and usually you wouldn’t, but it’s the circumstances that surround you. Maybe, you have too much to complete within a certain time period, too many clients, too many errands, too much paperwork. I’m seeing a small portion of you accidentally leaving something behind somewhere of value, so be careful to check everything you came with prior to leaving. Try not to Zip through things to get it done quicker. Mistakes will be made and could be found out. Make sure to close out all tabs on your computer. Log out. Clear history. Watch out for theft around you.

I’m seeing that patience is definitely a virtue here in your situation. You may feel as though you’ve been waiting for a reward, money, acknowledgment, even a message to come back to you for a long period of time. You may feel as though it will never come and it will leave you very frustrated and impatient. Don’t “drop the ball” before it arrives, because what you’re waiting on is coming. 3 weeks- 3 months, depending upon what it is. You’re tapping your foot, shaking your leg, shifting your body, you’re waiting so long. You’re actually growing through this phase. Utilize this time and plan for your future, instead of tapping your fingers and “watching the clock”. Figure out how you can expand what you’re doing instead. If it’s to deal with a business, for example, possibly expand this business internationally. Reach out to other’s in a different country.

What comes next IS the expansion of your goals and wishes. It’s whatever you’re waiting on. The Star tells you to Think Big, To dream your biggest dream, and to fill your thoughts with Positivity for what you desire. That is what will help this to move along. Remember to stay as grounded as possible once your wish is achieved.

*Side note…. I feel as though some of you will have issues with your foot, knee or ankle that should be looked at and taken care of.

Spirit animal Oracle:

Aquarius- Fish/ Stingray

Both are of the Water element. You could be dealing with a Water sign this month (Cancer, Pisces, Scorpio), Become more intuitive, more in touch with your own emotions– gaining control of them. Some of you may have Water as your ASC or Moon as well. What I am seeing with the Moon in the card of the Fish, is that the moon is waning. It’s moving in the direction of blackness instead of becoming Full. This is an excellent time to conduct a Banishing Ritual. Whoever and whatever you want to rid your life from. Fish can see in the dark/ through murky waters… knowing this you will begin to regain clarity into a situation, as well as be quite stealthy as you do this. I feel as though you are going on a search to figure something out, as well as an internal journey of your own. During this time your Chakra’s will become aligned. You will stand tall and proud, being enlightened, confident and strong. You’ll be able to “turn the page” of an issue. The Fish comes with the keywords: Restlessness, Change of Focus and Being Lost in the Current. You may be going through a period of being a nomad. They move from place to place with no care in the world of where they will end up nor of the consequences. It does not have to be literal. You could be jumping from one person to the next, not taking any of them seriously. You could be going from hobby to hobby trying out everything that peaks your interest. You will become fixated on one thing instantly as though it comes out of the blue. This is where I see as though your Chakra’s become aligned. Jolting you into position for your own goal, for your own mission. The Stingray comes with the Keywords: Developing Confidence, Sense of Self, Developing a “Spine”. Here comes your Backbone! No more being a Doormat for anyone!

Gemini- Hummingbird/Snake

I feel as though a lot of you are going in circles, being drawn back to something repeatedly. Or you could be “going in circles” in your head about a specific person or scenario… what to do? Should I? No, I shouldn’t, Maybe I should… Isn’t that always the story for the Gemini’s?? haha It’s as though you want to shake yourself and tell yourself to STOP ALREADY!! The Hummingbird is gentle and flutters excitedly. You may appear to be out of character lately to those around you. Going about your day in a randomized manner instead of a structured one. No one knows if you’re coming or going. They can’t seem to pin you down this way. I feel as though you long to get out of a box that you’ve been living in. You want things to change. You want to expand and broaden your horizons. You want to break free from your current circumstances — break free from your own mold. Now, I am wondering is this began back in March at some point. It was a seed planted in your mind at that time. Now you’re taking actions or will be on breaking free and figuring things out. The Hummingbird comes with the keywords of: Positive, Enthusiastic, Spiritually Resourceful. With this card, you’re on an exploration of your own. The Snake has forever spoken to me about Transformative behavior or circumstances. It’s also about Ancient wisdom. The Snake comes with the keywords of: Guardian of Unawakened Magic & Creative Potential. You’re attempting to reach your highest potential here.

Libra-Peacock/Spider –

The First thing that came to me was— Weaving a web of Desire and Attraction. Spiders transform their world’s with each piece of silk that they weave. Technically, they do this to catch prey. You have been doing this metaphorically in your own way over a period of time. You’re not catching “prey” so to speak, you’re catching whatever you desire. With each choice you make, each path you take, your own personal web forms. DNA. As I was writing the last sentence I heard the song, “I’ll be Watching you” by the Police. There is an indication of stalking here. Be careful. That’s not for all of you though. If it isn’t an individual, you could be watching something closely to see if and when it changes. Or you could be over analyzing something to the point of obsession. Let’s take this back to the beginning… I feel as though that you’ll be feeling pretty good about yourself and paying more attention to how you present yourself to other’s. A burst of energy has come back. People are noticing you more so or will be this month. It’s your energy — Such Positive and alluring energy that draw people to you. You’ll look good, feel amazing, and this will radiate outwards. It’s always at these times when not only positive energies are drawn to us, but Negative ones as well. This is when Haters come in, People will obsess over you, Drama begins… whatever you think of first, is what you’ll bring in. You have to protect your own energy field. The Peacock comes with the keywords: Inner Beauty, Compassion, Assimilator of Anything. This card speaks about inner beauty radiating outward. You’ll be able to digest any situation that you come across without it negatively effecting you. The Keywords for the Spider are: Creator of Prosperity through life’s work and Dharma. ” its greatest gift is weaving the thread of dharma into a vast intricate web that supports the spider both financially and spiritually.” Become process oriented rather than results oriented. Try not to become discouraged.

Saturn Return/ First House

Move Ahead With Confidence; You Are Rising.

The First house is the beginning. It represents WHO you are as an individual. Your Appearance, Your Personality, Your Strengths and Your Weaknesses. This is the Persona that you show to the world. It’s representative of your Ascendant Sign. You may have thought that your Sun Sign was the most important, but it is really your Ascendant that you should look to First, then your Sun. This is how people see you currently. When you are younger (Child to Young Adult) you mostly live by your Sun, But through trials and tribulations you merge to your Ascendant. That’s not to say that you’re nothing like your ascendant as you grow up, it is still there, underneath the surface; merging to the external from time to time. I feel as though you’re going back to something. You’re going back to the person you used to be a long time ago. The best parts of yourself; not the negative parts. The Saturn Return occurs every 29 years. Now, since I am not looking at your own personal chart, all I can say is that you may be reviewing the past two decades in your life. For some of you, You’re realizing that you want to make a specific goal or dream finally happen; You want to become more structured and responsible so that it has more of a chance to become real. Other’s are feeling as though their time in this life is nearing a close, and that they really need to just bite the bullet and go after what they want before they leave their physical bodies. It could be that you feel your Timing for something specific is almost up— For example, If you have never had a baby and you’re nearing 38-40-45, then you will feel pressured to get pregnant as soon as possible. I’m seeing an image of an hourglass.

You are now at a time when you understand things better than you did even a year ago. It is time to be brave and face this important passage. There are no quick fixes. Know what you can and cannot do. Take life in a measured way, much like this planet of time already does. Let go of your illusions for they do not serve you. You’re down to the brass tracks now— time to see what you’re made of.

-Susan Sheppard

37/52 Oracle of Visions

The First card always reminds me of us viewing all that we’ve been through. Flashes of those that have been in and out of our lives, experiences that we have gone through, Dreams that we have tried to achieve, Dreams we may have walked away from or felt as though it wasn’t time for. Now, when we pass on, our souls actually go through a viewing of our life. Our Souls judge ourselves. Did we achieve what we set out to achieve? Did we learn the lessons we wanted to learn? Did we make the best choices for us? Were we strong enough during the rough periods in our lives? This is kind of what you are doing. The first card comes with the keywords of: Relationships & Interaction with Others. For some of you, this is your main cause for concern and where you’re putting most of your focus on. For other’s this is just a small portion of what you are viewing and thinking about. The Second card speaks to me about taking charge in your life. It’s all on your own shoulders; only YOU are the ruler of your destiny. The card comes with the keywords of : Direction, Purpose, Objectives & Taking a First step. Which is what you are trying to do with the First House above. This card tells you to consider the reasons why, the options, the chosen direction and let your journey begin.

If one advances confidently in the direction of his dreams, and endeavors to live the life which he has imagined, he will meet with a success unexpected in common hours.

-Henry David Thoreau

Have an Amazing December!!

Blessed Be to You and Yours!

RJ Worrell

Cancer, Pisces & Scorpio- December 2019 Tarot/Oracle Reading. Gaining Momentum.

Welcome to December, Water Signs! Cancer, Pisces, Scorpio. Here is your general reading. Be sure to catch your Rising and Moon Readings as well. You can head to Astro.com to figure out your ASC and Moon signs if you do not know yours.

The Lenormand shows a decision and a risk for you coming up; Backed by A new Beginning. I feel as though some of you are really getting down to the core of a specific tradition/ way of living/ something very important to your family or those that you surround yourself with. It could even be a work enviornment, if you’re a workaholic or your main focus is on your career. For other’s your main concern is a health issue that has been ongoing. I’m seeing you analyzing, researching and scrutinizing whatever this is. Your solution will be revealed if not found within a two time period- 2 weeks to 2 months. I’m feeling as though your main number is 2… with the clover, the crossroads, card 39 of “Dice”, as well as the Garden card (Bottom Right). With this knowledge… you’re going back and forth on what you want to do, pros and cons, deciding upon two people, places, scenarios. Should I do this or should I do that? I get a feeling that you’re inching forward… making some progress in one direction and then you stop. You could go backwards a bit as well. You know that once this decision is made it will be permanent. Or at the least that is your main goal. This is extremely important to you and you want to feel secure and certain. I’m seeing a meeting taking place with another to finalize the deal.

The Tarot shows that You’re Coming into December as someone who may have an issue when it comes to trust. Feeling cut off in some way. Either from a person, a decision or a group of people. You may be distancing yourself emotionally. Becoming unsympathetic and having zero tolerance for anything “less than” what you want and desire. Some of you may not be getting your way and this is causing you to become bitter. You want a new beginning and it is not happening. It could be delayed for some of you. But for other’s it seems to be taking a long time; and so you think it will never happen for you. I feel this energy of you getting your hopes up repeatedly just for them to be dashed. This new beginning is physical…. Money, Opportunity, any kind of solid foundation that can be built upon and last into the future. Again, there is this ability to trust surrounding this issue. You want to be certain of it’s security and value before proceeding. Some of you are Sick and tired of how you’re life is currently, and this may not be brought on by other people, but instead your current circumstances. You want change, and you want things to change NOW.

Other’s see you as someone on the verge of beginning something… a new life, a new job, a new relationship. But it is as though you are putting it off for the moment. I get this feeling like someone wants to push you because they are becoming impatient and frustrated. They may see you as someone who is ungrounded in some way, or one who cannot be counted upon. For most of you, they are wrong, not seeing you clearly. They aren’t inside of your head, after all. They don’t realize all of your minds work that you’ve been doing. Most of you haven’t been sharing what you’re contemplating and trying to figure out. If you’re not putting this new opportunity off, then it’s either timing that isn’t right or you haven’t found the opportunity just yet…. You’re still trying to “feel your way” for the right one. Or for the timing to feel right.

What could be blocking or delaying this new beginning is your wishful thinking. I feel as though some of you are looking ahead way too far into the future. Spending an enormous amount of time … “I’m going to have this and I’m going to have that. I’m going to feel this way about that.” You are basically thinking about all of your dreams coming true. But you’re not taking much action towards making them happen. Some of you “want your cake and eat it too”. Wanting some things that you just cannot simply have. Especially, if others are involved.

I’m being told that one way that is required of you in order to get over this is to “Get real”. My guides are very blunt. You must stop all of the daydreaming, wishful thinking, cut it out and become focused on a goal that can become a reality… you also need to take action at this time and to communicate your desires. Some of you may need to do this very quickly, cutting things out that are not needed or that can’t possibly be relied upon. This could be a person or group of people for some of you. There may be a sense of feeling uncomfortable and this could be why you are holding back. There could be seething resentment that you are holding back or holding onto. You have to become as diplomatic as possible. Rushing forth to tackle problems. Make sure to have all of the information first before communicating. You don’t want to “put your foot in your mouth”.

What is required of you internally, is for you to overcome boundaries. I don’t know why I am being told that. Maybe you do. Some of you lack the courage to forge ahead. Other’s can’t help themselves, and become dominating at times when they fear as though they won’t get what they want. This is about persevering over the long term, gaining a Great Will during such a trying time in order to get what you desire. Patience… build more of it. For a lot of you, what you want isn’t easy to get. At times, you may give up and think about whether you should just drop it and walk away for good. Just a bit longer…. Just a bit longer… goes your thoughts. How much more can you possibly take? Plenty, actually. You’ve become stronger than you realize over a period of time. All through this frustration, anger, possible sadness, of not getting your way… You’ve been growing and changing inside. This leads you to becoming much more confident as an individual, not being so stuck in an Ego driven state.

The World has a message for you; the message tells you that you can overcome this. You’re watching time go on, days, weeks, months, possibly years pass by, and you’re in a comparison mode. What you need to realize and acknowledge is that all of the decisions that you have made up to this point are actually putting you on the path that you’re meant to take. No matter how confused or conflicted you may have been. Completion of your goals are just around the corner. You’re in a mode of preparation heading towards a final conclusion.

Your outcome shows you as being Victorious. Because of all the work you’ve put in yourself, this will be a very proud moment for you! Stand tall, even if other’s have negative things to say or gossip to spread, just focus on yourself and your accomplishments. There will always be haters… and the Haters actually need to hold up their own mirror. Let them drop away like withering flies as you celebrate your success! I do get this feeling that you’re being led into an “unknown” of some type. Mostly, by a guide of yours. Only a small few are being led by an actual person around you. If it’s a person, be mindful of what they say and do. I get a feeling that they have their own plans in the long run. ( Manipulative behavior)

Adds to 33; which is a master number involving teaching, 6 is the lovers- A major lesson involving choice- 6 harmonizing and Balancing, with the Page is a total of 7- A message foretelling that you will have the opportunity to solidify something, but it will take going through a bit of an obstacle course to get to your goal. The 7 relates to the Chariot, but is also a very spiritual number- Wisdom earned through experiences.

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Cancer- Camel/Octopus

The first thing I think about when it comes to a camel is how they fill up with food and water to last months. It’s about preparation. Most of you are “saving up/ stocking up” in some way for the future. Some of you may feel as though hard times are coming. Winter is definitely coming for those in the northern hemisphere, but there is something you are prepping for…. Getting ready for… A goal you’re working towards. The octopus appears to be grappling at something, attempting to take anything and everything it can. This kind of carries the same energy as the camel. With the Octopus comes the keywords: Reaching, Yearning, Lacking boundries and direction. You feel the need to “secure” something for the future. This could derive from an internal feeling of uncertainty, or externally, you’re watching something in your life changing over a period of time, and you feel the need to establish a permanent state of safety. I do feel as though you’re doing this is a calm manner, what’s going on underneath the surface could tell a different tale.

Pisces- Cosmic egg/ Wolf

This feels as though you are transforming into who you really are. Bringing out a side of yourself that you may have kept hidden within this cosmic egg. There is this Primal and protective side to you. Some of you are literally protecting this “Egg” or what is inside of it. Protecting your creation. When it comes to the Cosmic Egg, it brings with it a sense of harmony and completion. It relates to the World card in the Tarot to me. This speaks about a great unfolding within your life at this time. It is extremely transformative. It also causes you to transform as well along with it. At times, you may feel disconnected with those around you as you navigate your way. You may find yourself wanting to change certain habits of yours that relates to judgmental characteristics brought on upon by Generations. The Wolf is the Guardian of the Family & Tribe. How will you choose to rule?

Scorpio- Vulture/ Otter

The Vulture Sees the whole picture, as the Otter just sees what rests on the ground. The Otter is very grounded themselves. I feel as though the Vulture does the “dirty work”, as the Otter builds the foundations. You may be doing the “dirty work” currently to be able to begin putting down your own foundations. There is a goal you are working towards. I’m hearing, “Gathering nuts”. So, this is just the beginning phases that you’re in. If you’re working together with another then one of you is the Vulture, while the other is the otter. I definitely feel like you’re “building up to something”. You could be just “up to no good”… 😉 jk, or am I? I do truly feel as though that once you see the bigger picture things will become more clear in order to progress forward with your plan.

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Three Things Cannot Be Long Hidden:

The Sun, The Moon, And The Truth

 Lunar Eclipse/ Sagittarius- We just had the New moon in Sagittarius on the 28th of November, and since the Lunar Eclipse brings in Change — This is the message. It repeats itself below in the Oracle of Visions. I plan to focus more on Astrology next year, but will still pull tarot at times. I digress, This New Moon Energy brought in the Inspiration needed to make a much needed change.  It ignited a New direction in your life. Sagittarius belongs to the element of Fire and we’re currently in Sagittarius Season. Many of your fellow Sagittarians’ are celebrating their birthdays. So, the timeline for what you’re going through is NOW. During this time you are being lured to speak your truth on a matter. Don’t be surprised if what you say appears to shock others. They may not be used to such bluntness coming from you. Or they won’t be familiar with your thoughts and feelings on a particular subject. It will seem like it comes out of the blue to them. I feel as though you’ve been holding onto a secret for a while and now you can no longer hold this inside and must get it out regardless of the consequences. You may feel extremely restless until you take action. Even upon taking action you could feel restless about the time it takes to get things moving further along after the revelation. Give this a timeline of 6 weeks.

Oracle of Visions

Oracle of Visions: 18/5— Both of these say to me “New Beginning”… We have a Birth and Change/Movement. This could be literal for some of you. 🙂 It’s about damn time, right?! The first card represents a nurturing aspect. Either you are nurturing a new creation or you’re being nurtured by another. This is a desire to protect and to provide a sense of direction. There is an energy of personal growth surrounding this. Here we have Preparation, Being Informed, as well as seeking advice. This leads the Water signs to Change and movement. I love that this card is the Number 5- five is about Change and freedom, but it also comes with a challenge to this change. When it comes to the number 5, I have noticed that the challenge mostly deals with other people in your life. It could be that they are purposely throwing obstacles in your path due to being in disagreement with what you’re trying to accomplish. It could also be due to how a specific group lives via morals, traditions, as well as what they choose to sacrifice. This doesn’t sit well with you. It is not who you truly are. You want to set yourself apart from this and live by your own rules; make your own traditions. The Number 5 card speaks about taking the next step; of taking a leap of faith. So, here we have the gamble and the risk factor. I will leave you with this quote:

Twenty years from now you will be more

disappointed by the things you didn’t do

than by the ones you did do.

So throw off the bowlines. Sail away from the safe

harbor. Catch the trade winds in your sails.

Explore. Dream. Discover.

-H. Jackson Brown

May you all have a Wonderful December!!

Blessed Be to You and Yours!

RJ Worrell

Virgo- November 2019- Tarot and Oracle Reading

Greetings, Virgo! I decided to conduct Direct readings for Earth Signs in November since you guys didn’t get your element reading for October. All other elements will be receiving a collective like always. October is a month for me to recharge as much as possible. This naturally happens every October for me. Those that have been following me for several years know that I come and go periodically and without notice or updates. I never know when I am going to be led to focus inward, so it’s not like I can give you a “heads up”. Nor do I see myself as someone who has this huge following, So I do not think about posting updates. I only share 2% of what I know, unless I am asked questions. I am naturally a High Priestess…. So, If you know what one is then you will automatically understand what I am referring to.

This is in response to some of the emails I have received. I appreciate all of you!! :)There has been a plethora of energy shifting and changing and turning into itself over the past couple of months. It is prepping for what is to come in 2020. 😉

*Disclaimer: These are General readings. Be sure to read your Rising and Moon signs as well. If you do not know your Ascendant and Moon you may go to astro-seek.com to figure them out.

When I cut the deck I saw that you’ve been going through this long process that included planning, as well as an immense amount of trust on your part. Your reading begins with the Lovers. I’m sensing frustration on making a decision or on moving forward. It’s as though you want things to work out but you’re unsure if it is the right path. You feel held back for the moment. This decision could bring to you a lot of work or heavy burdens. On the other hand, it could be the burden that is causing you to want to make a decision and change your lifestyle in some way. I feel as though you want to get rid of the excess baggage. This “baggage” can come in the form of extra weight. I’m seeing someone who has an issue with their right upper thigh. They have to use a fabric brace to lower inflammation in order to walk. So, in this example of what I see, you could be making the changes needed in order to keep inflammation down so that you no longer have to wear this brace. For some of you, this deals with a relationship that has become exhausting. It’s as though no matter what you do you can’t please them. They keep asking for more and more and more, but yet they don’t do much to help themselves– either with helping to make money or reciprocating what you give to them.

There is this massive energy in your past of “getting things in order”. This could be a person in your life, a Boss, Father in law, or a partner (If this is not yourself). They have everything under control and remain in control. They want things done a certain way, and even though they may allow you to voice your opinion, they will most likely continue to do things their own way. They feel very confident and in charge. It could feel like you’re hitting a brick wall with them when it comes to your own requests. They remain as respectful as possible and don’t become overbearing towards you. They don’t abuse their power in other words. So you’re not dealing with someone who takes you for granted or expects you to bow down to them. If this is you, you could be coming across as this individual to others. But the good thing is that even though you feel like you have to do everything yourself, you’re coming in with powerful energy.

I’m seeing a possible argument taking place. One that seems to come out of nowhere for some of you. I’m getting the vibe of “More, more, more” again from this person. It is as though they’re blaming you for not giving them something they’ve asked for or something you may have promised them. There is this sense of Entitlement. This person could be an Air sign (Aquarius, Gemini, Libra) for some of you. They are or they act like a Teenager/Young Adult. For other’s I’m seeing communication coming in extremely fast- phone calls/Texts about a Change that needs to take place as soon as possible. This has the energy of you feeling rushed… scrambling about to get something done, leave quickly or to take on an issue to put it to rest.

I’m seeing you internally bring able to move on from problems that have plagued your mind. So, most of you will have to have a conversation that you may not want to have in order to get out of a stressful situation. It is as though something has come to a head and now must be dealt with. I’m seeing Your “Above and Below” facing the past. This is a sign that you cannot continue in this way… it is referencing the core of your issue. There is something new that will begin around you as you heal and go through this process. I am feeling this Transitory state that you are going through. 6 months. You’re hoping that this individual doesn’t get angry or upset with what you choose to do. I’m seeing you letting go of what you have held onto or letting go of what has held you back. This will (at first) cause you to feel sad and worried that you made a  mistake…. But you haven’t. This is a process you must work through in order to get to “the other side”. This is the only way that you can begin on a fresh slate.

Spirit Animal:  Humming Bird/ Turtle- This Humming bird is filled with hope. I feel as though you don’t want to speak about the plans you have in case they don’t materialize, or you’re like me where I won’t talk about what I am going to do in order to protect the energy of it. Even though, you may tell someone you trust, it is not something you go around bragging about to everyone. This is very important to you and you want to protect it. The Turtle moves at a slow pace and will sometimes hide in it’s shell if it feels threatened. The Turtle can move in such a way that it doesn’t bring attention to itself as well. The Humming bird, on the other hand is flittering about— reminiscent of exciting, anxious and nervous energy. Since the Humming bird is of the Air element, my eyes are drawn to the Knight — This could be their Communication coming in causing you to feel anxious or rushed. A turtle just goes about their day in a calm and meticulous fashion, then you have chaotic energy rushing in with no warning whatsoever. The humming bird secretly knows where to go and what to do in order to replenish themselves. The Keywords for it are: Positive, Enthusiastic, Spiritually Resourceful. The Turtle is grounded and connected to the deeper truths of life. With the Turtle comes soul growth and collecting life’s experiences to help you in the future. “The Turtle helps us close all the other books and begin to tell our own true tale.” The Turtle comes with the keywords of: Ancient Soul, Grounded, Trusting, At home in the Self.

Alice Oracle: You Can’t go back to Yesterday/ No Need to Fear. You are to be in the present and to remember how powerful you are. The Fear has prevented you from facing something and making the decision, that you now will move forward with in November. I noticed the cards were facing the past and that in your future with the 5 of cups, it can speak about longing for the past or wishing things could have worked out differently. Disappointments and regrets. There is this energy of someone new wanting to talk about your past or bring it up for some reason (Maybe some of you will be going to therapy). For other’s this person is not new… they have been there all along, and now there is a reason for them to wonder what took place. They are concerned. They want to know what happened. A part of you doesn’t want to talk about the past, but habitually you may begin to speak about it and then I feel as though you’re seeing it from a different perspective, you see it as dysfunctional or irrelevant now. You really want to move on and discuss your present circumstances. But you keep being brought back. I feel that if you’re older, you don’t want to “live there” anymore, you don’t care to relive the past…. I get this extremely irritated vibe about this. “It’s done, who cares, it doesn’t matter!!” and though you should focus on your present, there is something that must be faced. It could be something so small that completely changes your feelings and thoughts. Then you can put it to rest.

Rumi: Commitment. For a small portion of you this goes along with leaving one state of a relationship and entering in a higher state (Going from friends to dating/ Going from dating to being monogamous/ getting engaged/ getting married — Depending upon what stage you are currently in) or leaving one relationship for someone else. Some of you may not even get involved. You may decide you want to only focus on yourself and the single life. Especially if you have been with someone for a very long time. The it is time to truly get to know who you’ve become. It’s time to Evolve.  For most of you, this tells you to commit to yourself and to your future goals. I’m seeing your whole chakra system being activated and charged during this time. It is as though you are awakening from a deep sleep. This cards states, “There is a way forward on your life path that needs to be seen by you now. It will be helpful for you to have that clarity and that certainty. You might have already caught a glimpse of it but be doubting your vision or yourself. Don’t doubt what you are feeling deep within. You are being led and are to trust it. Don’t let fear that your desire won’t manifest causing an uphill battle. Attend to what is before you in each moment.”

Black Moon Oracle: Void of Course Moon/ Part of Fortune. What is taking place is Destined to be. This is actually a very fortunate turning point even if it doesn’t seem that way. Through our most trying times, comes a life changing gift, as well as a lesson that helps you to become much stronger of an individual. Stronger in conviction. Let nothing or no one stop you from becoming this way. When the Void moon comes, not all is as it seems. It’s like you’re moving through a thick fog. Only being able to see (If you’re lucky) your feet in front of you. During this time you are practicing patience. You’re acting like the Turtle from the Spirit Animal Oracle…. You have to allow matters to settle (Or situate a previous issue) before beginning anew. The situation will begin to flow much more easily in time. Beneficial opportunity is coming. Connections are fated during this time.

Have a Wonderful November!

Blessed Be to You and Yours!

RJ Worrell