Greetings, Taurus! I decided to conduct Direct readings for Earth Signs in November since you guys didn’t get your element reading for October. All other elements will be receiving a collective like always. October is a month for me to recharge as much as possible. This naturally happens every October for me. Those that have been following me for several years know that I come and go periodically and without notice or updates. I never know when I am going to be led to focus inward, so it’s not like I can give you a “heads up”. Nor do I see myself as someone who has this huge following, So I do not think about posting updates. I only share 2% of what I know, unless I am asked questions. I am naturally a High Priestess…. So, If you know what one is then you will automatically understand what I am referring to.
This is in response to some of the emails I have received. I appreciate all of you!! :)There has been a plethora of energy shifting and changing and turning into itself over the past couple of months. It is prepping for what is to come in 2020. 😉
*Disclaimer: These are General readings. Be sure to read your Rising and Moon signs as well. If you do not know your Ascendant and Moon you may go to astro-seek.com to figure them out.
Taurus, when I cut the deck I saw that you have been emotional or dealing with a very emotional situation. It feels as though there are secrets hidden that have come to light or will. The energy is very heavy, aside from the fact that I barely ever have a spread contain a bunch of reversed cards, and yours does. You have 4 people here that are showing up in the negative. This means that you are or will be surrounded by people who cause problems, possibly over emotional, manipulative, or controlling. I see two Air Signs (Aquarius, Gemini, Libra), A Water Sign (Cancer, Pisces, Scorpio), and then you have the Emperor who is Astrologically an Aries/Fire. The Page is possibly a baby/child, the Knight is an individual who’s in between the ages of 21-35, the queen being an individual over 40. Keep in mind, this is general. The courts have personalities and situations that come from them, we have an emotional message, A very quick change, Rules and regulations being laid down, and another trying to control everything going on around them.
Your reading begins with the Page of Cups in Reverse. You have the Knight of Swords in RX above you, and then the Emperor RX in the past. I feel this energy of being attacked out of the blue. This is a verbal attack. A fight. An argument. Someone has started trouble. As an individual, this person comes in like a bat out of hell.
I’m sensing a Lack of stability or security causing you to become emotional or at times possibly demanding towards others. Emotional messages. You’re becoming frustrated and restless about your current situation. It’s as though you want to take action but there is something/someone holding you back. I see communication happening where you’re telling someone else about what is going on and you can’t help yourself but to possibly name call (if you’re referring to someone), or talk shit basically. This is the point of irritation that you will be at. Your thoughts may be scattered, causing you to make impulsive decisions or to do something in a rash manner that can cause problems later. I feel as though, some of you had your ego bruised (I don’t know a better way to put that)… it could be by someone who would normally be looked up to, they are a leader of some sort, but they weren’t very nice to you… they may have even shunned you or ignored you. And now you’re thinking, “Who the hell do they think they are?!” lol You have this energy about you that you’re not going to put up with the disrespect…. And yet you take no action…. You’re just speaking to someone about it, and even yourself, complaining and seething about the issue.
At the same time you may be hopeful for the beginning of something entirely new. This is something that feels like “home”, it feels safe and secure. Could be going back to a place you once lived. Some of you may be reconnecting with an old connection in secret. Back to an initial plan. I feel as though the doors are open for you at this time to learn as much as you can. I also feel that you are being led at this time by the unseen to learn (Most likely a Lesson) …. You are getting these hunches…. And yet in the outcome you’re too afraid to make a decision. So, again you’re not taking any action… fear of failure? Fear of rejection? Your current relationships could be confusing you at this time. You could be allowing others to dominate you and negatively affect your ability to make decisions. You hesitate to pursue your plans because you don’t want to rock the boat or disrupt your relationships with others. At the end of the day, however, you need to be more hard-edged, confident and assertive to be successful. Sharp analysis, objectivity, and careful consideration of (but not necessarily choosing) the alternatives are imperative currently. There is a very wise woman that you can go to, who will not divulge what you speak to them about. They can shed light on the subject from a whole other perspective. I’m also seeing confidential contracts, or written material being kept in a safe of some sort.
Advice is to make that life changing decision…. I pulled extra cards- Lovers/Wheel/ Hermit (All Majors)… This is the decision to learn the lesson…. bottom 4 cups… I’m hearing it’s as though you are “pulling yourself up out of the gutter.” We go back to this heavy energy that surrounds you and appears to be weighing you down internally. Tasks piling upon tasks, other people’s problems or work being given to you to “help”… meanwhile, they just don’t want to do it themselves or they are incapable. You’re getting rid of the heavy weight… throwing it off of you as if your life depends upon it…. Once you allow yourself to make this decision you’ll be able to breathe again and relax. This issue is very off balance!! You deserve compensation in some way…. This could be financially for some of you. Compensation also comes in the form of other’s doing their own work, not relying on you as much, giving YOU time off to focus on something you’ve been putting to the side. It’s time for you to receive!
Spirit animal: Stingray/ Frog… These are both of the Water Element, which for me is about Emotions, Intuition, and the Internal– specifically, the intuition. The Stingray comes at a very important turning point — it can feel like you’re lingering into between worlds- your Past and your future. Imagine that you’re on a boat when all of a sudden it hits an Ice burg… lol I’m just kidding… This isn’t that chaotic for most of you… Imagine that you’re on a boat and you know that you haven’t took the time to care for and maintain this boat, so as your cruising along you notice that it is slowly taking on water. This is what has been happening to you over time. This “water” has been weighing you down. Are you going to allow yourself to sink to the bottom of the ocean or take control? This Stingray speaks about Developing Confidence, Sense of self or “spine”. This is way too strong to ignore any longer. The Frog is the energy of Clearing, Cleansing and Healing. This healing process will take a few months. You’ve been overworked and undernourished. You need to practice self-care as much as possible to get out of where you’re at. It may finally be time to forgive someone and release your feelings and thoughts on the matter.
Black Moon Oracle: Jupiter/Neptune- Jupiter is the planet of abundance. This is the time when doors seem to effortlessly swing open for you. What you may want the most usually comes at this time. The Tarot card that correlates with this planet is the Wheel of Fortune… An option will be presented to you… and I would take it no matter what causes you hesitate, accept it… say yes. I feel as though your gut tells you to say yes, but a conversation (Something that was said to you) you had is what stops you in your tracks. Forget what was said and go with your gut. Neptune comes with sacrifice. During these periods friends and family may involve you within their crisis and expect you to save them. Tough Love is now required of you. Take a step back and allow them to work it out themselves if you’ve been helping them repeatedly. For other’s this is alerting you of it’s arrival in November so you can prepare yourself.
Alice Oracle: Mortality/I want to be a Queen- The point of mortality is that you do not have to continue to live in this way, you are meant to make the most of the time you have in this specific lifetime. Do not waste any more time, don’t procrastinate. “I want to be Queen” speaks about declaring your freedom. “She is establishing her self-determination… She will not allow herself to be imprisoned, enslaved or taken into captivity…. She declares her intent strongly.” You want to be “a ruler in your own right. A person who has power, influence and will take charge of yourself in your own world.” It’s time to liberate yourself from any shackles and to embrace your power. You want to make your own choices in your own way. You will no longer ask for permission. You will make the rules and decide what takes place.
Rumi: Blessing of ZahRa… This card speaks about shedding old thoughts, feelings, pains and struggles. Memories of the past come flooding in. You are going through a phase of cleansing. It is time to focus on what feeds your soul and bring yourself back to complete health- Body, Mind and Spirit. You are overcoming habitual and mindless attempts when it comes to what hasn’t brought you success. It’s time to let this issue go. “If something appears to be leaving your life, even if it’s painful to release, it’s because it’s no longer healthy for you, or supportive.” There is always something better waiting once you let it go.
Have a Wonderful November!
Blessed Be to You and Yours!
RJ Worrell
The Wicked Light 