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What is Coming in 2022, And Where We’ve Been.

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First of all, let me apologize for being MIA since December of 2019. I hadn’t planned such action or lack thereof. I am normally guided by the unseen when it comes to the actions that I take, and I don’t always understand why until much later on. I had been working consistently at what I do for years. My hiatuses never lasted for longer than a month tops. So, it’s just as a surprise to me as it is for those that follow me. It’s not very good for business or social media platforms. I am what I am. I just am.  Now, let’s go back in time before moving forward, shall we?

2020/ Judgment

Nearing the end of 2019 there sat ominous energy that I couldn’t pinpoint. It would drive me crazy at times wondering what it was and where it was coming from. Sometimes, the energy I feel could be from another individual or it becomes global. Many times, I keep what I feel to myself due to the conditioning I had growing up. I couldn’t rely on others to tell me the truth, and I would rather not put myself out there to wallow in mystery. I went away on vacation for a few weeks like I do every Christmas and New Year. The whole time I am there it kept picking away at my energy and nagging at every ounce of my being. Needless to say that by the end of the vacation I felt like I needed another all to myself. Now, normally everyone feels that way… but this was something a bit different. I felt as though I had to lock myself away for a while to ponder over what this nagging energy could possibly be!!

Let me take you to the fact of something that some of you know at this point in time, but for those that don’t… We have been in the same transit as we were when WWII, The Great Depression, and The Spanish flu happened. Let that sink in. I knew this was coming since I also study Astrology (both Western and Vedic). Uranus (The Great Awakening), the planet of revolution moved into Taurus on May 18, 2018, and will stay there until April 26, 2026.

2020 was Judgment Year with the shadow of the Emperor (20/4). I watched while many were put into the spotlight for their wrongdoings in their past (Judgment).  It wasn’t a surprise to me that the virus didn’t end in June 2020, as the President at the time stated it may. I told many that ‘No, it would not,’, and to not get their hopes up, as the Spanish flu lasted for about 2 years time. I wasn’t stating that the virus would last two years, but that is more of the timeline we are looking at no matter what anyone says. The Virus is all about Money. I can’t tell you where or how because I do not follow politics. It was/is also about Power (Emperor). Keep in mind that I began writing this in the summer and was stopped by the energies that surround me.  I give the timeline of March/April 2022 for some of the situations to calm down, but this is never going away.

Emperor with the Minor Lessons: 4 of Swords, 4 of Cups, 4 of Wands, and 4 of Pentacles. One of Reprieve, Mental/Physical Sickness, Rest, and Isolation. Second of Apathy and Emotional Sickness. Third of Stability, A Homecoming, A Partial Celebration. Last of Greed, Material Constipation, A Refusal. The Emperor is shown here keeping two sides at bay, but holding the force controlling it all.

With 2020, also being a FOUR year… we began seeing new structures being put into action. Number Four is about building foundations that are secured into the future. The Emperor is a leader who sets down rules but can break them personally at any time. Though, one would hope that their “leader” wouldn’t do such a thing. It’s best to be respected than feared; to Lead with integrity.

Around October of 2020, a friend of mine who knows that I will conduct readings on presidential elections without watching them asked me who I thought would win. I hadn’t conducted my normal ritual of reading but said to her, “It’s Trump, but something is very wrong and I don’t know what.” As the months unfolded we all see what happened. Though some still think it was all a rouse. I’m not going to debate this as I get my information in a way that isn’t physically seen to be proven. Not to mention it’s basically pointless to debate certain topics. Do know that whoever is there is meant to be there for whatever Universal purpose at the time. Even if it’s a messed up situation as to how they got there. I can sit here and go back and forth on this issue, but with who is there now, it makes more sense to me that 2021 is a FIVE year.

Hierophant with the Minor Lessons: The 5 of Swords, The 5 of Wands, the 5 of Cups, and the 5 of Pentacles. One of Hostility and winning at all costs. Second of Tedious Spats and Battles. Who is better than Whom, Who knows more than whom. Third of Depression, the Morning after, the Hangover, focused most of what has been lost, Regret, Mourning. (I’m not surprised if there were many sober who relapsed during 2020). Last of Great spiritual need, Material need, Much has been hoarded.

Five is normally known as an exciting number concerning change, but I personally never liked the number. I love change, don’t get me wrong. I am constantly transforming throughout the year, which can be a bit tiresome and irritating as my path is a continuous flow of changing routes. Everyone transforms throughout their lives. Some transform slower than others. It’s not a competition. Everyone has their own way of being. This isn’t the Olympics. I transform TOO much. It’s in my personal chart whether I like it or not. So, I’m very aware of what FIVE is about. FIVE is reorganization and adaptation. Think of all of the changes that have taken place this year. It’s almost as though life, as we have been living it, flipped all at once instead of gradually. Some people went along with the changes while others rioting argued and fought against the changes.

Now, I will take you to the Hierophant… which is number 5 in the Tarot. I have such disdain for this card going back 20 years. I swear I dislike this card the most out of the 78. It does have a few good points to it such as spiritual wisdom, but I believe this was completely flipped in this situation. The main idea of this card speaks about “conformity to social standards, or a deference to the established social moral order”. And that is exactly what has been going on this year. You either choose to go with the flow and do what is “expected” or you revolt against it. Those that revolt are punished. Even by their own loved ones. The Hierophant is beautiful, isn’t he? You’re not allowed to have a voice with him. How dare you go against the tides! I stay quiet… I’m more of an observer. I pick my battles wisely, and I don’t budge with my own decisions. I don’t have the desire to speak about them openly. I do what I feel is right, and what I am compelled to do by the unseen. It does get me in trouble sometimes, but it is within sticky situations that we learn our most important and soul-growing lessons best. The main reason we keep coming back. To perfect our own souls. Focus on your own backyard… you have your own journey. Try not to judge others as they have their own path.

The Lovers with the Minor Lessons: The 6 of Wands, The 6 of Cups, The 6 of Swords, and The 6 of Pentacles. Choose your Path Wisely. Go With your Emotions and What You Feel is Right or Listen to Your Mind and Worry What Others May Think. One is of Pure Victory and Success, A Success that is RIghtfully Yours. The second is of Childhood, Seeing Old Friends and Family Members, Rehashing the Past, A Coming Together of Past Loves, Possible Twin Flame Reunion. The third is of Physical Travel, Travel Over Water, Travel Over Seas, but Most Importantly, it is of Moving Away from Hazardous Thoughts and Conditions in one’s life. Last is of Charity, Support, Giving to Those in Need, Volunteer Work– Who truly needs it the most and who does not.

So, where are we heading in 2022?…. It’s a SIX year. The main keywords to take note of are Balance, Support, Healing, Compassion, and Equality. I know a lot of you will eyeball that last term as one of the major revolts has to do with it. It all sounds lovely, but there is always the flip side. Greed. Light can’t exist without dark and vice versa. I believe in a way 2022 will be a bit of a break for us. But that doesn’t come without a cost. It is just giving us a rest prior to SEVEN and EIGHT. Seven is a challenging number, just like Five is. Seven Grows your soul more than any other number!! Many will grow a backbone in 2023. Five preps the seven, you see. Five is like boot camp. Six is the break. Seven is the battle. 2023 gives us both 7 and 5.

The Chariot with the Minor Lessons: The 7 of Cups, The 7 of Wands, The 7 of Swords, and the 7 of Pentacles. The first is of Confusion; given there are various options to choose from. Which one will lead you in the best direction in the future? Again, you are asked to choose wisely. (use your intuition). The Second is of Holding down the fort and standing your ground against adversity, People will try to push you off, but will you let them? (Stand Strong). The third is Manipulation Tactics. Doing what needs to be done in order to get what you want. Last is of the fruits of your labor. 7 months to 7 years. When is the right time to harvest the seeds you have planted? What seeds could have been planted Globally? The Chariot pushes forth against all odds; hoisting the light and the dark, attempting to get them to cooperate until the finish line.

If you have prepped well and utilized your time wisely this year, you’ll be ready for it. If not, make sure to do so in the coming months.

Blessed Be to You and Yours!

RJ Worrell

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Energetic Impression Led me to a Mental Institution (Part One)

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When I was in 8th grade in the early 90’s I was a pretty content individual. I was involved in multiple after school activities. But, what I loved the most of all was coming home to watch the MMC (Mickey Mouse Club). I absolutely adored The Party, which was a musical pop group formed by members of the MMC. One of the members was DeeDee Mango. Most people now know of her due to her role in the Broadway Musical titled “Wicked”. I had a best friend at the time of whom I could talk to about my ghostly experiences. All was as good as can be in my world.

The Party, MMC

One day as I was flipping through a magazine I came upon a short article about The Premiere of the Doors movie starring Val Kilmer as Jim Morrison. I still to this day have NO IDEA what caused me to become so intrigued about this. The Doors music was entirely different from anything I was listening to at the time. Though I do recall a ride home from preschool when “Light My Fire” came on the radio. I had never heard of the song before. And yet I sang along to it. My mother glancing at me with a questionable look asking how I knew it. She never listened to them either. She would more so blast the Carpenters, Patsy Cline and Love music of the 50’s.  My memory remembers a woman’s voice singing along with Jim. That  It confused me a bit back then when I began listening to The Doors as to where the woman’s voice went. Did I imagine it?? I now realize her to be one of my main guides, as I have heard that voice a few times in the past 6 years. Either as I was in a transformative state or in my slumber.

The Doors- Light My Fire

I watched the movie (The Doors)  and I fell in love. I fell in love with his experiences, his thoughts, his trials and tribulation’s. Not his appearance. I have had to explain this on multiple occasions, as most fall for his physical self. I am what is titled to be a “Sapiosexual”… a body does nothing much for me. I Digress, I began to purchase every book on him. Read about him. Wrote essays on him in school whenever I had the chance. After i submitted my essay I entered into a heated debate with one of my teacher’s who told me I was romanticizing him. I thought he was ludicrous. I felt an instant connection due to Jim’s experiences. Just like he would tape his brother’s mouth shut at night to amuse himself, I would sing morbid melody’s made up on the spot to one of my sister’s who always had a reaction. It was a cry for help really. Where as my other sibling’s mostly just ignored the things I would speak about; she would call me crazy. It was bits of revenge for not giving me support and causing me to feel even worse. This one time we were heading to a bridal shop to get dress fittings for my Sister N’s wedding. N called Shotgun instantly. B stopped in her tracks knowing she was getting in the back with me. She called out, “I’m not getting in the back with that psycho!” I gave her a sinister smile as she took a seat next to me. Halfway through the car ride I began signing her a ditty in a tone only she could hear about a Knife. I won’t go into details, But I wasn’t threatening to hurt her with one, more so to cut my own self. The morbidity started early and I now see it in my birth chart. I’m never phasing out of it.  I will come back to this point in time, since I fast forwarded to give an example of one way In which I related to him. Eventually, a whole wall of mine in my bedroom was dedicated to him and the band.

I slowly felt drawn to want to join the army. I can’t recall why this was. Because honestly, I had wanted to be a writer since I was 12. That was my one and only dream. I wrote every single day. Any chance I got, really. I knew deep within that was what I was meant to do. Around this time I had found my father’s name badge that he had taken from his own Vietnam war jacket. I asked him if he still had his jacket, but he had thrown them out. One day I was speaking with a friends father about my desire to go into the army and about my father’s name badge but lack of jacket. He opened up his coat closet and drew out his own war jacket. He gestured for me to take it. I sat in surprise. A moment of silence. I asked him if he was sure. It just seemed so strange to me that this man would hand over something he had held onto, that was a major part of history, for so long to a young girl he barely knew. He also had 3 of his own kids that he could have passed it to. I took it home and sewed my Dad’s name badge onto it. The jacket fit me perfectly which was also strange now that I think of it. Keep in mind as you read this that I am against war. I don’t have one bone in my body that wants to hurt other’s. Though I do have a violent placement in my chart. I didn’t pay attention in History class until they began teaching about the Egyptians… Felt like home! Point of the matter is, learning about the wars bored me to tears. In one ear and out the other. My father and my Uncle never spoke about their experiences. I’m not sure about my Uncle, but my father now suffers from PTSD.

Fast forward a few months after I began wearing the jacket. By this point I was starting to feel depressed. I felt drawn to knives. I began placing the largest one I could find in the house under my pillow at night. I felt like I had to protect myself but I didn’t know why or from whom. Periodically, my Mother would find it and put it back in the kitchen. I would just take it back and place it under my pillow. It went on this way for quite some time. I began writing very morbid things in my journal. My thoughts were mostly filled with emotional visions of chaos, pain and anger. Spirits became more active in my life and within my environment. Especially, during the hours when no one else was home or in the very early morning. If you have not yet, you may want to read my post titled, “Spirituality… It’s seriously not a trend.” to gain a bit of backstory. I truly didn’t have much support with my family growing up when it came to my spirit interactions and I definitely wouldn’t at this specific time period, so I barely told them anything. Things got worse. Not only would I hear the sounds of little kids giggling and playing on the steps that connected our upstairs dining room to our downstairs living space, But I would hear the screams of men in the middle of the night. There was nothing I could say. There was nothing that I could do. There was no one to turn to.

One day I felt compelled to draw lines and arrows on the dining room wall. Then I forgot about it. That night as we sat down to eat dinner my father glanced at the wall in scrutiny saying, “What the hell is that?”. He got up to get a closer look. I felt instantly ashamed. I had no answer for him. My sister N just giggled. It wasn’t funny. It was NEVER funny. I just wanted the insanity to end. I had no idea why I felt so low. I began to think about and eventually attempt suicide on multiple occasions. Always behind everyone’s back. I swallowed whole bottles of Tylenol, Advil… it wouldn’t do anything but put me to sleep. In the middle of the night I would wake up with sharp shooting pains in my stomach. After about 4 of those attempts, I went into my mother’s cabinet and grabbed a prescription. I didn’t know what it was or what it was for. I didn’t give a damn either. I wanted OUT. It ended up being a medication for something minor. Little did I realize at the time that I wouldn’t find anything to achieve my desired result, since my Father was newly sober and there would be nothing in the house. I got to the point where I took the knife that was under my pillow, this was at my lowest point of all, I was sitting in the bathroom crying in silence and was about to stab myself in the heart. My mother got in some how, shook her head and took it from me. She couldn’t figure out what was wrong with me either and just thought it was “teenage hormones”… because teens are known to act nuts apparently /Sarcasm. Lol

A few weeks later I was at my lowest point. I played sick and stayed home from school. I hid in my closet when I realized that my father was home. Waiting patiently for him to leave and go to work, without the realization that he no longer worked where he had for the past 30 years. Many things were kept from me for some reason. So I patiently waited in my closet for probably over an hour until I could no longer sit there. I then walked out into the kitchen to be greeted by my father who asked me why I was home. I responded, “I’m sick… I don’t feel well.” a Half-Truth. He told me he was going to take me to the family doctor. We arrived and the doctor took my temperature and blood pressure. He asked me what was going on because he found nothing wrong with me. I couldn’t hold it in any longer. My own personal internal volcano exploded into the physical. I told him about my feelings, my thoughts, my suicide attempts. I was seriously frustrated beyond all measure that nothing took my pain away, took my confusion away, took my life away. He opened the door and told my father to come into the room. He was of Great concern for my well being. He asked my father where my mother was and to call her to come to the office. I felt my Dad’s energy go into “Oh shit” mode as he made the call.

She arrived at the office and he relayed everything to my parent’s because I didn’t want to. I had tried to tell whoever would listen about the things I was experiencing on multiple occasions and wasn’t taken seriously. He lectured them a bit, only because he was extremely worried about what I had told him. I surmise that this particular office visit wasn’t what he came by often. He told them about Eugenia Hospital in PA, which has actually been shut down since I think 2006? It was a private mental institution for Teens and Adults. I immediately wanted to go. I felt comfortable to the fact that I would be around other’s that I could actually speak to and not be dismissed.

CLICK on the Image to see Photos of Eugenia

Because this is a long post I will break this up into two parts… Part two, you will venture into the hospital with me.

Thank you for reading!

Blessed Be to You and Yours!

RJ Worrell

Cord Cutting Ritual

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Cord cutting is best done during a New Moon, as it signifies a whole new beginning. You can conduct a ritual in any way that you personally feel suits you and the other. You can even conduct these during a Full Moon if you wish. None of my rituals are alike, even if it’s the same kind of ritual. I always feel guided to conduct rituals in different ways, as for instance, each individual carries with them unique energy. So, not every cord cutting can be the same. 

What adds more power to the ritual is DNA. If you add a person’s hair, saliva, blood… even something they touched, their business card, their picture…. it becomes more potent. More targeted. You do not HAVE to have these things. You DO need to have a very good visual of the person that you can hold in your mind with zero distractions for a good period of time. Only thinking about and visualizing this individual. Your mind, your intentions as well as your emotions are the best tools you can utilize for any ritual that you want to conduct. Candles, incense, crystals, flowers, cloths, whatever it may be adds a personal touch but isn’t completely necessary. I will say that Cinnamon does add more power and speed to what you are doing. Cinnamon is Red Hot and Spicy, so it emulates the Fire Element. 

When it comes to a cord cutting ritual I like to have a piece of string or rope (again it depends on the individuals energy sometimes as to what color I choose). If you know the target’s favorite color for instance, you can utilize that color with them. What I personally like to do is use the color white when I would like to wish the person well but our connection is over. I will use the color black when the connection has been toxic. The color black to me carries an energy of seriousness, of a protective stance. So, that’s why I like to use the color black when it comes to toxic connections. I’m not saying that the color black is toxic. Because it’s not. 

Most of my ritual work I like to conduct at night in between the hours of 11 PM to 1 AM. That’s my own personal preference of which I was guided to do. If you feel guided to conduct ritual work in the morning or the afternoon, so be it. There is no right way or wrong way when it comes to your own way.

It’s best to prep for rituals that will be conducted by way of your mind and your emotions as well as set up. To explain in depth, I like to sit in the energy for several days or several weeks as to what I am about to do. Taking in the past, all visuals, all emotions as to what occurred, visual and emotion as to what I would like to occur once the ritual is conducted. It is honestly best not to conduct a ritual when you are angry, anger has this quality to it that can cause the situation to backfire or spin out of control. I know that there are others who may disagree with me and who like to conduct rituals while they are angry, again that is their own personal preference. I never conduct a ritual where I am wishing harm against another, instead I will utilize a gray type of ritual, asking for the karma that they gave to me to be given back to them. The universe decides what it will do to that person based upon what they have done to me.

When the day and time comes that you are ready to conduct your ritual, you will have everything in front of you. Your mind and your emotions will be prepped. You can have a piece of paper and a pen on your altar or table, or wherever you decide to do this, remember there’s no right or wrong way. You can write the persons name up at the top of the paper. And as you stare at the name begin to visualize the individual that you want to target. You want to close your eyes after about a minute as you visualize them for 10 minutes. Do not allow any other person to enter into your mind. If someone else slips into your mind you will have to begin again. If you have a picture of this person you can stare at the picture instead for 10 minutes. I find internal visualization more potent for me personally. You can set a timer on your phone or whatever tool you use, just try to have no other distractions and turn your notifications off. If you are new at this and you find staring at a picture easier to begin with then do so. You can always work your way up to internal visualization. Allow yourself to feel their energy, you can always utilize your memory of their energy. Visualize and feel them. Think about your intentions for them as well as your intentions to cut this connection. During this time you may pick up whatever DNA that is attached to them or whatever they have touched. Again, this is not a requirement, it just adds more potency. Allow your fingers to run over the object as you visualize. 

You can do this with energy itself as well, if you’re not targeting a person, but instead a negative energy that has consumed your life. You would then visualize what has been happening to you and how it will end. How you will reclaim your power to control the energy around you.

Remind yourself when dealing with another that you aren’t wishing them any harm with this cutting, you are basically trying to take back control around your environment and yourself so that you will no longer have any negative lingering energy or have to deal with this individual for whatever reason. 

Near the end of visualization you will then visualize your life and how you will feel without this person. Most likely you will be filled with light energy and happiness. Allow those emotions to take over your whole body. As you   Inhale a deep breath imagine your whole body cocooning itself in a white healing, protective light. This is now your shield. After 5 seconds, as you exhale you are releasing the negative energy this person or the energy itself has held on you. Open your eyes and pick up the string or cord of your choosing and imagine yourself cutting ties to that individual as you snip or cut it in the middle. 

As you are doing this you may state whatever you wish. An example can be : “ I relinquish all ties to this individual (energy), they can no longer contact me or control me. They will forever be blocked from me and my life. So shall it be!” As you do this feel yourself as a very strong individual who won’t accept anything else. You can word your own ending phrase in any matter that you see fit.  Personally, this is normally the time when I will light a white candle and allow it to burn for 10 minutes. Some like to allow the candle to burn all the way down. Whatever works for you. I just don’t like to leave candles burning. If you are doing this in a controlled atmosphere you can even decide at this time to burn the individuals picture, piece of hair, business card… Etc. but you need to be extremely careful, as you don’t want to set your house on fire. 

After the ritual is complete, you may want to sage your workspace and your environment. Starting in the middle of the room and pushing the energy out of your window. Then sage your whole body. Try not to think about the ritual that you just conducted and re-focus your mind on something else. Any wonder, doubt or worry could cause the ritual not to work very well. I also personally don’t tell anyone when I conduct rituals because I feel as though their thoughts may damage the results in some way. I will record in a journal the details of the rituals that I conduct. Keeping note of the date, the time, possibly the moon phase, the ritual that I conducted, the individual that it was conducted on, what was used during the ritual and then the results. Most results occur within a month time frame. If you notice that nothing has changed you can after a month conduct the ritual again. 

I hope this has been helpful for you and if you have any questions feel free to contact me. 

Blessed Be to You and Yours!

RJ Worrell